Ive been talking with this chick lately and we've had sex and all already but she always tells me how we don't have any chemistry, etc. I'm sure she just fvcks me because she wants it. just like how men want it. no feelings attached. however, she always talks about her "ex-bf" who used to abuse her, treat her like ****, etc. and she still wants him. I remember cause in her blog she bashes me saying how I would always tell her that I wouldn't abuse her and treat her better,etc. So she is depressing over some piece of **** guy who has no job, Smokes weed, does Crack, Abuses her, etc. Freakin Amazing......... I just asked her onthe phone that if he came back into her life if she would leave me and go with him and she always tells me No and how she doesn't want him and all that. Yet she says otherwise on her MySpace. What's weird s that she posts this like 2 days ago yet for the past 2 days we've been on the phone she mentioned nothing about this and still talks to me the same. Now next time I talk to her on the phone I don't know how to react knowing that I know this. I don't even want to mention it. I don't even have a Myspace and I don't think she knows that I know her MySpace so I don't know...
Anyways, Here is her Blog..............
im going to be honest
i dont want to date any boy right now in my life.
so please people (you know who you are) just stop.
stop trying to push things on to me that i dont want,
its just irritating me and i dont want anything with anyone.
its NOW MY TIME to be single and free with no more attachments or drama
i dont care what your offering, nothing interests me.
and if i took interest in you, you wouldve known by now.
ive just been through SO much that i need my own space
and you cannot heal me, only i can heal myself
and YES, there is that one exception to this.
and yes it is who you think it is
im sorry but thats why i dont care for any guy either
i still miss him even though you say you can do better
i dont think you can, because you cant say those things
but just prove it by action which you HAVENT
and if i had my chance with him i would go back
you sit there and question me
DONT question my ideas and actions
there is a reason why i chose him to begin with
to most of you people you think he's a piece of ****
screw you, in my eyes he's beautiful
yes he has flaws, everyone does, but i think given the patience and chance
it will be worth the effort
ask me why i had feeling for him
because he is the first person i had feelings for in months
i dont get that kind of chemistry rarely
and even though he can be mean
that feeling i havent received from anyone in a long time
and i dont want to give up yet
when i have feelings for somone
true feelings
i dont get over it easily
i dont just hop to the next
i wait until its accomplished or just till the feelings just reside
SO JUST MOVE ALONG
you cant have me
i dont care about you
i want to be free
if i cant have the one i want
Anyways, Here is her Blog..............
im going to be honest
i dont want to date any boy right now in my life.
so please people (you know who you are) just stop.
stop trying to push things on to me that i dont want,
its just irritating me and i dont want anything with anyone.
its NOW MY TIME to be single and free with no more attachments or drama
i dont care what your offering, nothing interests me.
and if i took interest in you, you wouldve known by now.
ive just been through SO much that i need my own space
and you cannot heal me, only i can heal myself
and YES, there is that one exception to this.
and yes it is who you think it is
im sorry but thats why i dont care for any guy either
i still miss him even though you say you can do better
i dont think you can, because you cant say those things
but just prove it by action which you HAVENT
and if i had my chance with him i would go back
you sit there and question me
DONT question my ideas and actions
there is a reason why i chose him to begin with
to most of you people you think he's a piece of ****
screw you, in my eyes he's beautiful
yes he has flaws, everyone does, but i think given the patience and chance
it will be worth the effort
ask me why i had feeling for him
because he is the first person i had feelings for in months
i dont get that kind of chemistry rarely
and even though he can be mean
that feeling i havent received from anyone in a long time
and i dont want to give up yet
when i have feelings for somone
true feelings
i dont get over it easily
i dont just hop to the next
i wait until its accomplished or just till the feelings just reside
SO JUST MOVE ALONG
you cant have me
i dont care about you
i want to be free
if i cant have the one i want