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[HollowHorizon]

Day One : The Girlfriend :

Ok Today Seems Like The Day I get My **** In Gear And Make Things Right In My Life, I Have A HB 7 Right Now And It's Not Working So Well, Right Now Im Not Saying A Word To Her And Letting Her Come To Me, She Flaked Me
A Few Times, Dosent Write Emails, Call Nothing, So Im Gonna Let Her Come To Me...

Bad Charecteristics Of Mine: I speak low often and somtimes pepople Can't Hear me or understand me somtimes, Somtimes I Say Things that just make no sence at all and im wondering why i said it, and feeling really stupid......

2 I don't go out much to places where i meet girls, I Usually go to a friends house and get loaded in some way or another..........

3 I have a job but with no real ambitions, I work come home eat sleep talk to someone online for a minute maybe listen to music and party on weekends.....

4 My Physical structure is going to **** and im lacking to take care of myself....

5 My social quota of meeting pepole is rather low, Not very suprised.....

6 I cant find good charecteristics

7 Pepole Talk Over Me all The Time And I Seem To Speak At The Wrong Moments ( example: While Someones Talking)

Hmmmmm Ok Now, I See Today is the day i wish to change, Now im not going out to meet any women because i have to go to work, I Am Going To Do My Best And Socially React With Pepole I Know And Record What Happens ....... For Now Im Out But Hopefully I Will Be Improving Im My Journey And I Can Share It All With You

Thanks

 

[HollowHorizon]

Comments And Suggestions Appreciated .......Thanks

 

[Soprano]

i used to be kinda the same way with the speaking and stuff. usually it had to do with shyness, i was at a new school and ****. it just has to do with being comfortable and relaxed and cool. the more comfortable u are the better you're gonna perform.

remember talking isnt a big deal it's a normal human thing that people do all the time so dont build it up in your head to be this huge thing. just work on being comfortable and flowing naturally.

 

[HollowHorizon]

I agree but somtimes its like i have zero talking or minimal, i actully met a deaf guy the other day and realized how easy it was to communicate with him,I Guess my responses are delayed in speach somtimes, also i have no wittyness or ****y funny attitude at all, inface I HAVE ZERO ATTITUDE

 

[Soprano]

dude i used to feel the same way trust me. i was like "the quiet/akward kid" then by the end of the year i had mad friends and talked to anyone. when ur calm and comfortable ur sharper and quicker and everything comes more natural... u jus gotta overcome that anexiety and have fun with social situations.

 

[HollowHorizon]

Yes

Yes i understand completley.... Hmmmm I'm gonna work on not worrieng about stuff so much, but pay attention more... dude thats another problem... paying attention ...one thing at a time... Updates to come

 

[HollowHorizon]

********DAY ONE LOG UPDATE*************


::::: Things did not go as well as i expected at work as far as interaction, I may have made a friend but pissed the manager off and was sent home immediatley, But ofcourse the manager was a woman a fat one at that, and she was off on her rampage nit pickin about everything.... Maybe Its better i got sent home? My job is not in jepordy or anything, but her pure negitive attitude sent me those vibes causing me to send the beef back...........

Comments Well Apericated And My Journey Continues...........