broken dreams
Senior Don Juan
Hey guys this is strange situation for me ,
Theres this girl that came w guy friends. She was from out of town and she was there for like to help guys out on approach and hang out.
As soon as I met her she showed subtle IOI's and I just kept looking away, I noticed she kept looking at me and when I look at her she would hold eye contact for a long time. I was turned on by it but I tried to make it not a big deal since the other guys she was with were her friends looked at me when I looked at her back.
Weird just weird, I was like a eye contact **** block from her friends.
She actually asked me to appraoch her and how would I do it , I acted on instinct and she gave me good feedback. In which I was really atrracted to her and noticed her and Im sure she felt me I wasn't practing really.
Later on infield, in rare ocasion that I was with her , I used subtle kino and I tested out with unconcious leading , by me going to dance floor to look for sets and I just looked away and put my hand out behind my back , but not too exagerated or too far off and she grabbed it and pressed it lightly and let go.
I felt that "Its on" but it was also like gaming a hired gun w/ game. ?
I am a natural alpha especially with my body language, I project a dominant frame which game has helped me correct certain things to tone my masculinity.
I kindah somewhat pulled her by her pocket a little in to talk to her closer since it was loud venue cause I couldnt hear what she was saying and she told me "listen Im here to help out the guys OK "
I responded " OK Cool"
after that I just forgot about her and went about my business to go game in different to try out new material and get out of my comfort zone.
I didnt make eye contact and I acted distracted with her , in order to concentrate my purpose of practicing the skill.
Then I saw her and she told me to practice on her and gave me awesome feedback and really once again improved by getting me to be very sincere and genuine by which this was an inspiration for me since I honestly opened myself up by listening to her comments with out any ego.
I tried and worked nice and smooth then as I was about to leave ,I ran into a drunk girl which was awesome ,
the cutest drunk girl ever she thought I look like a WWE wrestler and told me I was hot,
She was so excited so picked her up and carried her, slapped her ass and made out with her.
I knew I could have gone home with her but that wasn't my purpose there in that time , I was having awesome fun and getting feedback on my game from the guys.
Next day , Again felt alot of sexual tension and energy so I tried to ignore her.and back off a little.
I felt that it drew her more into to me. I wasnt being mean but I wasn't being needy.
I was seeing her for the last time I was confused by my reading of her body language and emotions involved and my logical thinking. I was turned on by the way she would look at me,and her personality very solid and honest.
I hardly go wrong in reading body language as I tend to open warm approaches instantly after slight eye contact and when I read IOI's subconcoiusly something natural for me and I sense this , I assume attraction.
but this was confusing, she knew game, well and I was attracted to her.
so,I posted.
I know its contradictory but yeah I felt I was being challenged in a deeper way and my balls were on the line.
there was one part wherewe ended up together and I opened naturally and she saw I went in and did very well,the girl I demo' was attracted laugh two times. Anyways wento her for feedback and she was yeah you did well made her laugh seem invested in you etc.
then I asked her what inspired her to help out guys with their game, she said she is close to a group of guys where she lives and small town thing and they help her with relationship things and she helps them.
I was cool! then I uncounciously went into comfort with her about that passion to help and on this rare ocation genuinely conveyed connection w my life and she said after that that I should use that story for my comfort game. I just told her that I didnt make it up but that it just happen to come out of my mouth genuinely which I was.
After that I was abit upset at myself since I felt that more genuine I was conveying about myself I was doing a better job than trying too hard to build comfort.
I dunno but it was natural me at its best coming out w/o rehearsed material or scripted stuff, plus the delivery flowed smoothly.I was in shock about it and triggered me to be upset at myself.
then I saw her before I left ,
but one of the guys there in charge mentioned that I over sexxed myself by touching her pocket, and he said it funny way but in front of all the guys which I responded " Dude Im a sexual beast what can I say" in a ****y funny sort of way. I was upset a bit because a felt my descretion was violated and whatever I tried to say to myself thats no big deal all the eye contact and all IOI's she gave me.
then at the end she came up to me and she just said "you guys need advice Im on the forums",
I said in a lean back sort of way: "Hey thanks for your help this weekend. "
( I was like saying inside of me, "I dont like you in that way ,you silly" )
she hesitated after I said that and I noticed she looked like thinking about what to say next in by her body language I tried in that moment to be unaffected but felt loss deep inside, Im sure she did same way and that's why she hesitated abit worried.
then she said to me to write down my number so I did and she left.
What do you guys honestly think ?
I know she didnt want to come off easy as a slut. she was interested but she look or stare at me and touch her hair and neck neck like crazy and I bet the guys were like dude she's doing subtle IOI's what the hell is going on?
I knew she was trying to be nice and help out.
but Im soo confused.
Theres this girl that came w guy friends. She was from out of town and she was there for like to help guys out on approach and hang out.
As soon as I met her she showed subtle IOI's and I just kept looking away, I noticed she kept looking at me and when I look at her she would hold eye contact for a long time. I was turned on by it but I tried to make it not a big deal since the other guys she was with were her friends looked at me when I looked at her back.
Weird just weird, I was like a eye contact **** block from her friends.
She actually asked me to appraoch her and how would I do it , I acted on instinct and she gave me good feedback. In which I was really atrracted to her and noticed her and Im sure she felt me I wasn't practing really.
Later on infield, in rare ocasion that I was with her , I used subtle kino and I tested out with unconcious leading , by me going to dance floor to look for sets and I just looked away and put my hand out behind my back , but not too exagerated or too far off and she grabbed it and pressed it lightly and let go.
I felt that "Its on" but it was also like gaming a hired gun w/ game. ?
I am a natural alpha especially with my body language, I project a dominant frame which game has helped me correct certain things to tone my masculinity.
I kindah somewhat pulled her by her pocket a little in to talk to her closer since it was loud venue cause I couldnt hear what she was saying and she told me "listen Im here to help out the guys OK "
I responded " OK Cool"
after that I just forgot about her and went about my business to go game in different to try out new material and get out of my comfort zone.
I didnt make eye contact and I acted distracted with her , in order to concentrate my purpose of practicing the skill.
Then I saw her and she told me to practice on her and gave me awesome feedback and really once again improved by getting me to be very sincere and genuine by which this was an inspiration for me since I honestly opened myself up by listening to her comments with out any ego.
I tried and worked nice and smooth then as I was about to leave ,I ran into a drunk girl which was awesome ,
the cutest drunk girl ever she thought I look like a WWE wrestler and told me I was hot,
She was so excited so picked her up and carried her, slapped her ass and made out with her.
I knew I could have gone home with her but that wasn't my purpose there in that time , I was having awesome fun and getting feedback on my game from the guys.
Next day , Again felt alot of sexual tension and energy so I tried to ignore her.and back off a little.
I felt that it drew her more into to me. I wasnt being mean but I wasn't being needy.
I was seeing her for the last time I was confused by my reading of her body language and emotions involved and my logical thinking. I was turned on by the way she would look at me,and her personality very solid and honest.
I hardly go wrong in reading body language as I tend to open warm approaches instantly after slight eye contact and when I read IOI's subconcoiusly something natural for me and I sense this , I assume attraction.
but this was confusing, she knew game, well and I was attracted to her.
so,I posted.
I know its contradictory but yeah I felt I was being challenged in a deeper way and my balls were on the line.
there was one part wherewe ended up together and I opened naturally and she saw I went in and did very well,the girl I demo' was attracted laugh two times. Anyways wento her for feedback and she was yeah you did well made her laugh seem invested in you etc.
then I asked her what inspired her to help out guys with their game, she said she is close to a group of guys where she lives and small town thing and they help her with relationship things and she helps them.
I was cool! then I uncounciously went into comfort with her about that passion to help and on this rare ocation genuinely conveyed connection w my life and she said after that that I should use that story for my comfort game. I just told her that I didnt make it up but that it just happen to come out of my mouth genuinely which I was.
After that I was abit upset at myself since I felt that more genuine I was conveying about myself I was doing a better job than trying too hard to build comfort.
I dunno but it was natural me at its best coming out w/o rehearsed material or scripted stuff, plus the delivery flowed smoothly.I was in shock about it and triggered me to be upset at myself.
then I saw her before I left ,
but one of the guys there in charge mentioned that I over sexxed myself by touching her pocket, and he said it funny way but in front of all the guys which I responded " Dude Im a sexual beast what can I say" in a ****y funny sort of way. I was upset a bit because a felt my descretion was violated and whatever I tried to say to myself thats no big deal all the eye contact and all IOI's she gave me.
then at the end she came up to me and she just said "you guys need advice Im on the forums",
I said in a lean back sort of way: "Hey thanks for your help this weekend. "
( I was like saying inside of me, "I dont like you in that way ,you silly" )
she hesitated after I said that and I noticed she looked like thinking about what to say next in by her body language I tried in that moment to be unaffected but felt loss deep inside, Im sure she did same way and that's why she hesitated abit worried.
then she said to me to write down my number so I did and she left.
What do you guys honestly think ?
I know she didnt want to come off easy as a slut. she was interested but she look or stare at me and touch her hair and neck neck like crazy and I bet the guys were like dude she's doing subtle IOI's what the hell is going on?
I knew she was trying to be nice and help out.
but Im soo confused.