this fake ass bull**** and trying to be some ideal and follow the teachings of nerds like mystery and others...it makes me sick i wasted my time doing this. Its changed my mindset somewhat but these techniques and **** got to me. Made me worse off then I started in alot of different ways....a few days ago i found photos of my childhood, my school photos i could see in them how much i loved life and didnt need to be fake to do so, i didnt truely didnt care what people thought of me whereas now i have to tell myself sometimes i dont. Its made me realise who i truely am and makes me feel so much better and made me realise so many mores things that i wont list. A photo that stood out the most was me playing roller hockey on the street with 3 girls (cute girls then (wont go any further than that they were only 10-11), super hott club ***** girls now) and 2 mates and im standing there just up the front with a massive grin not caring not thinking about some stupid theory just living.
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- Thread starter metrhoe
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Hello, AFC
Exactly.metrhoe said:
If you take anything out of all this bull****. Just know if you did like those girls not to throw poems and **** at them.
PUA stuff is bull****.
Lining yourself just as much if not more than liking others isn't.
Distant Light
Master Don Juan
Have you ever realized that back when you were smaller you had last social conditioning? For instance if your on a train and you notice some young kid sitting down in the chair next to you would take up space? They would twist and turn and wouldn't care if they bump into you. I think when people are smaller they aren't conditioned as much as they are when there older. My brother when he was smaller used to always wave and say hi to strangers. I've seen 2 totally different kids on a bus sitting next to each other and end up communicating. When your smaller you don't give a fuvk what people thought or any of that. But as you grow older you become more and more conditioned and end up the way you are. Best way is to change your attitude and try to get back that natural mindset.
im not just talking 5 im talking right up to 13, this site taught me a couple of things but the negatives it had are greater from looking deeper into it then i should have. I regret coming here from this link http://www.forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=141989
