8 months ago. No, I would not smash a 5 no matter what. I'd rather stick my dck in a meat grinder.
That's it. 8 months with no pus.. That's why you've lost your sense of reason. Plus, I think your requirements are sky high (very feminine). You need to get back to your own level or lower and then expand. Why do you think you deserve a level 6 - 10?
Are you as suave as Rico Sauve'?
Are you as handsome as a GQ model?
Are you aspirational as a successful leader of industry or entrepreneur?
Are you a multi-millionaire?
Is your social circle so big that when you walk around with your peps, you're the sh!t?
I figure, by your previous posts, that you do not have any of the above at this time. Not a problem. You can work to get to some or all of these statuses; should you put in the work. Right now, you are prob. the same level as this lady, yet you aim for ladies 3 times your level. You do not see the irony in that? What can you offer a higher status lady that they do not already have or can obtain w/o you?
Simple question to ask yourself. Why would a lady 6+ be interested in fvcking biggoal? No excuse to be an incel or volcel and no sexual intercourse for 8+ months. You, my friend, are your own worse enemy. I will wager you will be in the same position 8 months from now, since we all know you will not change a bit.
For you, beggers can't be chosers.