just_justin
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wot else was i gonna say?...o yeh..im goin london on wednesday but i cant meet u!! im arrangin a day out wiv da gals 4 probably da week afta if dats kl wiv u?
newayz..i was gona say sumfing else honestly but i 4gotten..o yeh...wot u wrote in ur ova email, u no da txt dat i sent u once...isnt it reli crazy how we used 2 say stuff like dat 2 each ova and fort it wud b like dat 4eva...i gues i was pretty naive to eva fink it wud..o wel we had fun while it lasted!!
anuva fing!...y dya say ive changed? - good or bad way? i fink ive become a colder person and a bit mor selfish - u no wen i had 2 say 2 all u guys dat i cudnt b m8s wiv u nemore coz of my best interests but as mum always sez 2 me u hav 2 look out 4 urself coz no one will apart from ur family and sumtimes even dey let u dwn. da ova day she was tellin me scenarios of how guys can make u feel like da most special gal in da world and say r da 1 dey wana marry etc. but dey den just use u and deve probably already got wives at home neway or got ova intentions! (newayz...enuf of me sla8in guys..i no dere not all like dat).
if we do meet soon, u no y...and i dont any n e funni business from u bou still bien m8s. like im gona keep my word and meet u, i want u 2 keep urs - memba u sed dat ud leave me alone if i cud just meet u once mor! den dat means i dnt wana b in contact iv u agen..not even in 5 years! btw u cant ring me yet - havent got my fone bak!! - ill call u 2 arrange a time and place. uve gotta promise me we will completely cut off afta dat. its like in dat song "If you love sum1..set dem free". if u reli luv me like u say u do...ull set me free.
i hope thru dis email ive got u 2 realise a few fings. firstly..nufings goin on wiv me and ricky..secondly...im trustin u dat afta we meet ull stop finkin abou you and me and we will both go on wiv r lives as b4. 1 fing i want u 2 no doh is dat i am gonna miss u and i wil fink abou u sumtimes and wonda weva nefings happenin abou teen fm and u gota promise me dat 1 day ull visit dubai - i no ull luv it!! god dis is gettin pretty emotional 4 me now... savage garden's song I knew i loved you b4 i met u's on - it doesnt help @ a time like dis!! i gues dis is it...i reli dnt no y im emailen u...i promised myself id keep myself outa truble!! but i gues im willin 2 take da risk coz even afta everyfing dats happened i still seem 2 trust u. god dis is feelin reli weird now...i dunno y im gettin so attached 2 u..ive neva been like dis wiv ne1 b4..but i cant seem 2 let r friendship go...
k, im honestly feelin pretty depressed now...mayb i shud just get rid of all dis email...but den ull neva no how im feelin...
ok that was her email ive known her 4 about a month ive onli met her once, i dnt kno wat 2 send her bak cuz at this stage she cud go either way and i dnt wanna lose her i juz want suggestionz wat i cud write
fankz
newayz..i was gona say sumfing else honestly but i 4gotten..o yeh...wot u wrote in ur ova email, u no da txt dat i sent u once...isnt it reli crazy how we used 2 say stuff like dat 2 each ova and fort it wud b like dat 4eva...i gues i was pretty naive to eva fink it wud..o wel we had fun while it lasted!!
anuva fing!...y dya say ive changed? - good or bad way? i fink ive become a colder person and a bit mor selfish - u no wen i had 2 say 2 all u guys dat i cudnt b m8s wiv u nemore coz of my best interests but as mum always sez 2 me u hav 2 look out 4 urself coz no one will apart from ur family and sumtimes even dey let u dwn. da ova day she was tellin me scenarios of how guys can make u feel like da most special gal in da world and say r da 1 dey wana marry etc. but dey den just use u and deve probably already got wives at home neway or got ova intentions! (newayz...enuf of me sla8in guys..i no dere not all like dat).
if we do meet soon, u no y...and i dont any n e funni business from u bou still bien m8s. like im gona keep my word and meet u, i want u 2 keep urs - memba u sed dat ud leave me alone if i cud just meet u once mor! den dat means i dnt wana b in contact iv u agen..not even in 5 years! btw u cant ring me yet - havent got my fone bak!! - ill call u 2 arrange a time and place. uve gotta promise me we will completely cut off afta dat. its like in dat song "If you love sum1..set dem free". if u reli luv me like u say u do...ull set me free.
i hope thru dis email ive got u 2 realise a few fings. firstly..nufings goin on wiv me and ricky..secondly...im trustin u dat afta we meet ull stop finkin abou you and me and we will both go on wiv r lives as b4. 1 fing i want u 2 no doh is dat i am gonna miss u and i wil fink abou u sumtimes and wonda weva nefings happenin abou teen fm and u gota promise me dat 1 day ull visit dubai - i no ull luv it!! god dis is gettin pretty emotional 4 me now... savage garden's song I knew i loved you b4 i met u's on - it doesnt help @ a time like dis!! i gues dis is it...i reli dnt no y im emailen u...i promised myself id keep myself outa truble!! but i gues im willin 2 take da risk coz even afta everyfing dats happened i still seem 2 trust u. god dis is feelin reli weird now...i dunno y im gettin so attached 2 u..ive neva been like dis wiv ne1 b4..but i cant seem 2 let r friendship go...
k, im honestly feelin pretty depressed now...mayb i shud just get rid of all dis email...but den ull neva no how im feelin...
ok that was her email ive known her 4 about a month ive onli met her once, i dnt kno wat 2 send her bak cuz at this stage she cud go either way and i dnt wanna lose her i juz want suggestionz wat i cud write
fankz