first she needed space then after two weeks i dropped a text mesage just to say how are you - her reply - hello thinking today to communicate with you - need my space still - feeling better this way - more whole - grew increasingly uncertain that our relationship had a future - i think because it started in a place of pain for all three of us - i still love you - can we be friends and not lovers ??
I sent a reply to say OK friendship will be fine (I Lied)
She replied can we meet.
Now I have written this down I feel a degree of acceptance and the pain is diminishing.
However I feel sad that it has come to this and part of me knows that when I see her as a friend inside I still want her....aaaaaaarrrgggggh!
I sent a reply to say OK friendship will be fine (I Lied)
She replied can we meet.
Now I have written this down I feel a degree of acceptance and the pain is diminishing.
However I feel sad that it has come to this and part of me knows that when I see her as a friend inside I still want her....aaaaaaarrrgggggh!