Just broke up with my girlfriend today. I feel numb right now like I don't even have oneitis because im starting to not care anymore. OR maybe it's because we ****ed once and it was horrible. I get her naked and she was so hairy, it was like greeting abe lincoln. But you see abe lincolns mouth didnt want to open up, she was so tight and I could only get semi and not fully. So I proceeded to give her squirting orgasms and multiple orgasms. In the end I did **** her for a bit but she didn't help my ego by saying “This always happens to me.” while I had a semi on
This left me feeling inadequate and I'm starting to think I just wasn't turned on because she had a huge bush blocking the way of her *****.
But I was eager to make things right, I learn't PC exercises, I started getting her really horny on the phone and text (Yes she lived an hour away from me) She couldn't believe how horny I could get her so turned on and how I'm better then all her ex's, you know the sweet talk that girls do to butter up your ego. We developed a strong connection and so we decided to meet on tuesday.
Tuesday came and she tells me she can't make it because she's gotta help her mum. No problem, so we arrange for Wednesday instead.
Wednesday came, “I can't come I just got an interview at the last minute for college.” No problem I understand it's your career. So we arrange it for Thursday.
Thursday came, I sign into msn and she writes this big ass essay about “I can't come just yet, I gotta help my mum get a car, I'm so sorry I'll call you when I get to the place and then we'll figure something out.”
I'm kind of pissed here but it's just a genuine flake so I go about my aloof business. 4 pm comes and still no call, so I get pissed off even more “What's happening?” 2 mins later I get “Was about to call you, I don't know yet where still at the car place.” So i'm getting even more pissed off and about an hour later she texts me “And I just came on my periods talk about not having a great week.”
She comes online after about 30 mins and we have a full blown argument because I think she's just taking the piss. She tells me how her family are more important to her and I tell her how its not call to just drop plans with someone 3 times in a row. She tells me “You just don't understand and you are so ****ing heartless that I guess it's just going to be easier to forget a guy like you.”
I'm all like FINE and shes like GOOD! And she stays online for a bit then goes offline. I'm a little pissed off but I think that after a few hours we can talk about this and talk like human beings. I find out that she deleted me off MSN, blocked and deleted me. That really hurt.
So I texted her lastnight, “Well I assume we are over, so I just want to say that I'm glad to have met you and that you captivated me and captured my heart and for that i'll never forget you, I hope you find what you desire, you deserve it, well cya”
I did this because that Heartless comment really got to me. But she hasn't replied to that since so I guess it's safe to say she doesn't want to know me. How can a girl go from being crazily into you to not wanting to know you? I'm just a little shocked about how she can switch off her feelings so fast.
Any advice from you guys would be appreciated into what I should do next.
This left me feeling inadequate and I'm starting to think I just wasn't turned on because she had a huge bush blocking the way of her *****.
But I was eager to make things right, I learn't PC exercises, I started getting her really horny on the phone and text (Yes she lived an hour away from me) She couldn't believe how horny I could get her so turned on and how I'm better then all her ex's, you know the sweet talk that girls do to butter up your ego. We developed a strong connection and so we decided to meet on tuesday.
Tuesday came and she tells me she can't make it because she's gotta help her mum. No problem, so we arrange for Wednesday instead.
Wednesday came, “I can't come I just got an interview at the last minute for college.” No problem I understand it's your career. So we arrange it for Thursday.
Thursday came, I sign into msn and she writes this big ass essay about “I can't come just yet, I gotta help my mum get a car, I'm so sorry I'll call you when I get to the place and then we'll figure something out.”
I'm kind of pissed here but it's just a genuine flake so I go about my aloof business. 4 pm comes and still no call, so I get pissed off even more “What's happening?” 2 mins later I get “Was about to call you, I don't know yet where still at the car place.” So i'm getting even more pissed off and about an hour later she texts me “And I just came on my periods talk about not having a great week.”
She comes online after about 30 mins and we have a full blown argument because I think she's just taking the piss. She tells me how her family are more important to her and I tell her how its not call to just drop plans with someone 3 times in a row. She tells me “You just don't understand and you are so ****ing heartless that I guess it's just going to be easier to forget a guy like you.”
I'm all like FINE and shes like GOOD! And she stays online for a bit then goes offline. I'm a little pissed off but I think that after a few hours we can talk about this and talk like human beings. I find out that she deleted me off MSN, blocked and deleted me. That really hurt.
So I texted her lastnight, “Well I assume we are over, so I just want to say that I'm glad to have met you and that you captivated me and captured my heart and for that i'll never forget you, I hope you find what you desire, you deserve it, well cya”
I did this because that Heartless comment really got to me. But she hasn't replied to that since so I guess it's safe to say she doesn't want to know me. How can a girl go from being crazily into you to not wanting to know you? I'm just a little shocked about how she can switch off her feelings so fast.
Any advice from you guys would be appreciated into what I should do next.
