He has a gf and child I could be pregnant 
he asked about the abortion option and said he feels horrible mentioning it , I told him maybe If we broke all contact so he can get on with his own life and I will get on with mine will make things easier but he says he doesn't want to and we will always be friends regardless and he would feel horrible cutting me off and plus he needs to know if I'll be ok . I don't know what to do should I just cut all contact ? If it turns out that I am pregnant I couldn't abort , I didn't tell him this I just said I would I'm such a loser and a fool I blame myself . I have no one to talk to I would like to tell my mum for support but he said maybe keep it to our selfs as it might upset her but he said it's upto me if I want to , he's not a horrible person he's lovely but what should I do, he doesn't want to cut contact with I've asked him , the night we had sex I bled and maybe that was because he was to rough with me but he has been sweet and told me to get to the hospital to get it checked , I feel stupid tho because he told me he has cheated on his gf twice before me and he is with her because of his child he even told me a while ago if it wasn't so complicated he would give it a go with me but I wouldn't be able to trust him so that's out of the window but deep in my heart I care for him I so like him but I will never tell him this what should I do xx
he asked about the abortion option and said he feels horrible mentioning it , I told him maybe If we broke all contact so he can get on with his own life and I will get on with mine will make things easier but he says he doesn't want to and we will always be friends regardless and he would feel horrible cutting me off and plus he needs to know if I'll be ok . I don't know what to do should I just cut all contact ? If it turns out that I am pregnant I couldn't abort , I didn't tell him this I just said I would I'm such a loser and a fool I blame myself . I have no one to talk to I would like to tell my mum for support but he said maybe keep it to our selfs as it might upset her but he said it's upto me if I want to , he's not a horrible person he's lovely but what should I do, he doesn't want to cut contact with I've asked him , the night we had sex I bled and maybe that was because he was to rough with me but he has been sweet and told me to get to the hospital to get it checked , I feel stupid tho because he told me he has cheated on his gf twice before me and he is with her because of his child he even told me a while ago if it wasn't so complicated he would give it a go with me but I wouldn't be able to trust him so that's out of the window but deep in my heart I care for him I so like him but I will never tell him this what should I do xx