Hello guys!
As of late, I have been feeling down... Not really down but falling!
I am the guy that no one has seen frown. I am the guy that smiles at any situation, not artifically, and just lives. I enjoy my life and do all the sh!t my head tells me not too(not stupid stuff).
I really enjoy my life. I know how to be happy and as a result I'm always happy. My life is sometimes hard but that doesn't affect my mood. But as of late... I'm not as happy as I used to be.
I have a GF. 2.5 months so far. We are both 15, both more mature then our peers and we both have a firm grasp of the dating game. This chick replaced my friends. I changed, became my own definition of Don Juan and got bored of my friends. I was probably very boring at the time too but that is now different. My gf is a great chick, she's just like me. Isn't afraid of much and isn't a copy of the rest of the world. She's her own person.
We just click together. You need to be there to know what it feels like. A somewhat perfect match.
This worries me. I spend much less time with my friends now and alot more time with her. When I'm not with her, I prefer to be alone or with a single bro, but no more.
Before dating her, I was the ladiesman of the school. At every different hour of the day, I was walking hand in hand with a different chick. I had many f*ckbuddies etc. I was also having alot of fun with my friends. That life is ****. I have a chick worth LTR and that I truly enjoy. Our relationship does not revolve around how many times we exchange spit. If you don't get it yet, this chick is one of the few great ones out there.
She's on a pedestal. She didn't create it. It created itself. The rest of the people are just copies. They are all images of the person next to them. No one is real, no one is unique. This obviously leads me to dislike the rest of the world. The world of clones.
So here I am gentlemen. In a world of fakes and by my side a chick. A chick that is the kind of person I want to be with. The kind of person that is worth my time. The kind of person I have alot of fun with. But as of late... that fun fades.
Not the sole fun I have with her. The fun I have period. Socializing no longer interrests me. These people are idiots. All a different version of the other. I want to correct this because currently my chick is a big part of my life and I'm not sure I want her there (As in, that important).
Alright, enough beating around the bush. People suck. People do not interrest me. There are a few worthy people but the rest are just sheep. Mere sheep.
The first person I found that was better then that became my girlfriend. The only person I relatively care about in my life (outside familly) is my girlfriend. I earn for real male friends. MEN. Not chumps. Only 1 male and 1 female in the past 7 months have matched that. I go out alot and meet alot of people but sh1t, what's with all the losers?
My fun meter was geared at the whole world at the begining of this school year. I was having fun with everyone. But people got more and more boring. More and more repetitive. My fun meter now has my gf on 25%, me on 70% and my male friend on 5% . I try to correct this but people SUCK! Jesus.
Does anyone else feel this!?
Lik
As of late, I have been feeling down... Not really down but falling!
I am the guy that no one has seen frown. I am the guy that smiles at any situation, not artifically, and just lives. I enjoy my life and do all the sh!t my head tells me not too(not stupid stuff).
I really enjoy my life. I know how to be happy and as a result I'm always happy. My life is sometimes hard but that doesn't affect my mood. But as of late... I'm not as happy as I used to be.
I have a GF. 2.5 months so far. We are both 15, both more mature then our peers and we both have a firm grasp of the dating game. This chick replaced my friends. I changed, became my own definition of Don Juan and got bored of my friends. I was probably very boring at the time too but that is now different. My gf is a great chick, she's just like me. Isn't afraid of much and isn't a copy of the rest of the world. She's her own person.
We just click together. You need to be there to know what it feels like. A somewhat perfect match.
This worries me. I spend much less time with my friends now and alot more time with her. When I'm not with her, I prefer to be alone or with a single bro, but no more.
Before dating her, I was the ladiesman of the school. At every different hour of the day, I was walking hand in hand with a different chick. I had many f*ckbuddies etc. I was also having alot of fun with my friends. That life is ****. I have a chick worth LTR and that I truly enjoy. Our relationship does not revolve around how many times we exchange spit. If you don't get it yet, this chick is one of the few great ones out there.
She's on a pedestal. She didn't create it. It created itself. The rest of the people are just copies. They are all images of the person next to them. No one is real, no one is unique. This obviously leads me to dislike the rest of the world. The world of clones.
So here I am gentlemen. In a world of fakes and by my side a chick. A chick that is the kind of person I want to be with. The kind of person that is worth my time. The kind of person I have alot of fun with. But as of late... that fun fades.
Not the sole fun I have with her. The fun I have period. Socializing no longer interrests me. These people are idiots. All a different version of the other. I want to correct this because currently my chick is a big part of my life and I'm not sure I want her there (As in, that important).
Alright, enough beating around the bush. People suck. People do not interrest me. There are a few worthy people but the rest are just sheep. Mere sheep.
The first person I found that was better then that became my girlfriend. The only person I relatively care about in my life (outside familly) is my girlfriend. I earn for real male friends. MEN. Not chumps. Only 1 male and 1 female in the past 7 months have matched that. I go out alot and meet alot of people but sh1t, what's with all the losers?
My fun meter was geared at the whole world at the begining of this school year. I was having fun with everyone. But people got more and more boring. More and more repetitive. My fun meter now has my gf on 25%, me on 70% and my male friend on 5% . I try to correct this but people SUCK! Jesus.
Does anyone else feel this!?
Lik
