completely unhinged
i can't stop posting, feel free to move, i just can't stop. i have realized that what motivates me with women is if they have a guy. i was in the bookstore, literally bumped into a chick, chatted with her for a minute, wasn't interested, her big ole bf comes along and she has to leave, and suddenly i only want her. i think part of it is that women that are taken don't have b-shields up so easier to talk to. but also, part of it is competition. i don't make any efforts for myself, never have, but only when there's a chance to beat someone else at something, that motivates me to unholy ends. maybe it's the same with women? there is also a well known biology trait in many animals that they steal another's mate even when other "single" females are around. theory is that the mated female is proven to be worth mating with and thus more desirable. interesting, my own father did this, my mother was engaged when they met. maybe it's genetic. i am starting to think i might as well act on it. i think i could steal plenty of guy's gf's, wives, and definitely sisters, as i've had them come onto me in all three cases. somehow that makes it a much more interesting game if there's some other guy out there who wants to kick my ass, and if, morally, it's off limits (to take his woman, not kick my butt, which is probably the moral imperative in many situations). i seem to be a very f'ed up invidivual, but i think i have to decide if i just roll with my evil instincts (i am going to hell anyway, let's not pretend) or if i should keep playing by the afc rules. if you read this far pls give me a vote. i'd like to start by ****ing my doctor friend's horny wife, she's dropping hints all over the place (we'll be up all nite... hanging pictures), and he's always been an arrogant a-hole who once told me to my face i had a small ****. then i'd like to fvck his married sister, who, you never know, just might go for it, pregnant women being so goddammed horny and unpredictable. and then, just for the hell of it, i think i'd do his mom ;-)
A1 (your favorit board-hogging, attention-*****ing a-hole pervert with a small ****. do you know where your mother/wife/sister/gf is?)