So recent posts of mine have mentioned a girl, was considering asking her for a drink and we've previously shagged and I wanted to take it to the next level.
I thought she was thinking the same, there was interest there or so I thought.
Had a house party last night and hit the clubs and she turns up to the party with another dude in tow and I'm like Fuuuuuuuu- inside but I play it cool, super cool. If I can take anything out of this it's that I didn't let on for a second it got to me or let it ruin my night.
Anyways we're out at the clubs and she's having some banter with me, we're dancing holding hands, having a good time and then she's off kissing the dude she brought with her and by that point I don't give a ****.
I'm having too many drinks and too much fun with mates to care and it's beautiful.
End of the night she gets a cab home with home so we know what happened, dude had my sloppy seconds
And now on a fresh Sunday morning when I'm looking back my ego hurts that I read this wrong, I'm sad because I liked this girl, I feel better that I know where I stand with her now and I feel proud that this has affected me less than what I would have thought.
So as of now I'm going to take this bruised ego and think f*ck this I deserve better and I'm hitting the gym, I'm buying some shoes and I'm f_cking getting back out there.
I thought she was thinking the same, there was interest there or so I thought.
Had a house party last night and hit the clubs and she turns up to the party with another dude in tow and I'm like Fuuuuuuuu- inside but I play it cool, super cool. If I can take anything out of this it's that I didn't let on for a second it got to me or let it ruin my night.
Anyways we're out at the clubs and she's having some banter with me, we're dancing holding hands, having a good time and then she's off kissing the dude she brought with her and by that point I don't give a ****.
I'm having too many drinks and too much fun with mates to care and it's beautiful.
End of the night she gets a cab home with home so we know what happened, dude had my sloppy seconds
And now on a fresh Sunday morning when I'm looking back my ego hurts that I read this wrong, I'm sad because I liked this girl, I feel better that I know where I stand with her now and I feel proud that this has affected me less than what I would have thought.
So as of now I'm going to take this bruised ego and think f*ck this I deserve better and I'm hitting the gym, I'm buying some shoes and I'm f_cking getting back out there.
