Ok, I admit it. I had oneitis for this girl, the one who made me find this site and that i talked about in other of my posts. But coming here made me get over it... I've been with a lot of other girls and such, never allowing her to control my mind like a regular one-itis girl. It's sick to have it, but afterall, I'm human.
The funny thing. Although I liked her a lot, I set my mind with a 'Next', and went on with that in mind. It worked, till now.
Maybe some of you recall that in my early posts I've talked about some sickness of her. She would miss some classes and such, and had always to carry pills and medecines. Pretty fvcked up. But yesterday, she missed classes again, including an important exam. When in the exam, someone of the School's Board went there and talked to the teacher. I was close enough to hear the convo. It seems she's very bad this time, and is at the Hospital going through some serious stuff.
I couldn't avoid it, and I called her. No answer. I texted her. No answer. Nobody knows what really is going on with her, and the times I asked about this problem of her she always said something small and 'It's nothing to worry about.'.
The true is that she's at the hospital, and even her closest friends weren't able to find out how she is.
I know I'm acting needy and whatsoever, but I'm really worried about her. I'm not even much close to her. Who am I fooling? We're not even friends. I've only talked to her some times. I was already through with it, and I've met cool girls, and although I've lots to learn, I was fine. Until this. It's like a bomb fell on my lap and everything around just vanished.
Probably, the best thing would be to just forget about this, since I don't even know her quite well. But damn, I can't do it withouth feeling like a selfish prick.
Sorry, guys, I know you're tired of this kind of threads, but I want some serious advice on what to do.
The funny thing. Although I liked her a lot, I set my mind with a 'Next', and went on with that in mind. It worked, till now.
Maybe some of you recall that in my early posts I've talked about some sickness of her. She would miss some classes and such, and had always to carry pills and medecines. Pretty fvcked up. But yesterday, she missed classes again, including an important exam. When in the exam, someone of the School's Board went there and talked to the teacher. I was close enough to hear the convo. It seems she's very bad this time, and is at the Hospital going through some serious stuff.
I couldn't avoid it, and I called her. No answer. I texted her. No answer. Nobody knows what really is going on with her, and the times I asked about this problem of her she always said something small and 'It's nothing to worry about.'.
The true is that she's at the hospital, and even her closest friends weren't able to find out how she is.
I know I'm acting needy and whatsoever, but I'm really worried about her. I'm not even much close to her. Who am I fooling? We're not even friends. I've only talked to her some times. I was already through with it, and I've met cool girls, and although I've lots to learn, I was fine. Until this. It's like a bomb fell on my lap and everything around just vanished.
Probably, the best thing would be to just forget about this, since I don't even know her quite well. But damn, I can't do it withouth feeling like a selfish prick.
Sorry, guys, I know you're tired of this kind of threads, but I want some serious advice on what to do.
