Hey guys,
I m a student of graphics designing and theres this cute girl in my college who is my junior. Since her first day in the college, I fell in love with her but I was too scared to approach her. Even though I was her senior, I would get terribly shy and bashful when she would be around. I would act silly and this would show up in my body language and I would act stupid, which made her friends giggle at me. Because of this, whenever I was around her, her female friends would tease her and giggle which made her uneasy. I wasn't confident and bold enough to approach her... but still I gathered my courage and finally spoke to her. When we first talked, it seemed that she already liked me & knew about my art work. As I continued to talk with her, she would always keep up the conversation from falling into an awkward silence.
As days passed on we began to talk more often and she began to show me her graphics assignments and asked for my suggestions. To be honest her work was crap... crap beyond obvious (shes not a good artist).... but I still praised it and called it a 'sincere effort'. It was this 'nice-guy' in me who didn't want to hurt his lady love with the harsh reality of life.
Once when we were chatting around, she showed me some of her pictures with her friends and family on her laptop. She also showed me photo of a guy called Alex who according to her is very effeminate. At this time she paused & said "I don't like effeminate guys!...thats so uncool". I was confused as to why she showed me the pic of this guy and said those words but I guess there was some kind of hidden insult or nag in it. Though I m not effeminate, what she was hinting was that I was unmanly. I didn't react much to it and she continued to show me some other pics. At the end of the day I told her that I was interested to see some more of her graphics assignments but she said that she doesn't have them now and that she would get it the next day.
The next day she showed me her new assignments and art work (which was bad as ever!) and just like always, I put her on a pedestal. She gave an impression as though she was happy with my sugar words. Then she asked me to show her some of my art work. I was very happy that she was interested to see my work so I promised to show it to her the next day. When I reached home, I pulled out all of my best art work and A+ assignments to impress her. I also gift packed her favorite music CD which she told me to bring along. That night I slept peacefully.
The next day I took all the stuff with me and went to the college happily. I saw her sitting in the campus lawn with her laptop. I immediately went to her and greeted her. She made a sour face and replied "I m a little caught up with a presentation" and turned her face back to her laptop screen. She showed a complete disinterest in me and made a face as though she had seen something very disgusting. She wasn't doing anything on the laptop but continued to gaze at the screen with the same sour face. I felt hurt and my world came crashing down. All of a sudden she behaved like a complete b*tch.
I don't know what went wrong. All of a sudden there was this awkward silence . I was completely hurt and left the place without a word. This incident hurt me a lot and I cursed myself a lot.
It has been three months since this incident that we haven't met or talked. There after, I began working as a part time graphic artist and not seen college for almost three months.
Now, I want to know why did she behave like a b#tch all of a sudden when she was nice the other day?
Also, has she completely lost interest/respect for me?.... If I go back to college, will she behave the same way as she did last time? how should I treat her when I confront her? what attitude should I maintain? I love her a lot and I miss her.
Thanks in advance.
Phoenix_5
I m a student of graphics designing and theres this cute girl in my college who is my junior. Since her first day in the college, I fell in love with her but I was too scared to approach her. Even though I was her senior, I would get terribly shy and bashful when she would be around. I would act silly and this would show up in my body language and I would act stupid, which made her friends giggle at me. Because of this, whenever I was around her, her female friends would tease her and giggle which made her uneasy. I wasn't confident and bold enough to approach her... but still I gathered my courage and finally spoke to her. When we first talked, it seemed that she already liked me & knew about my art work. As I continued to talk with her, she would always keep up the conversation from falling into an awkward silence.
As days passed on we began to talk more often and she began to show me her graphics assignments and asked for my suggestions. To be honest her work was crap... crap beyond obvious (shes not a good artist).... but I still praised it and called it a 'sincere effort'. It was this 'nice-guy' in me who didn't want to hurt his lady love with the harsh reality of life.
Once when we were chatting around, she showed me some of her pictures with her friends and family on her laptop. She also showed me photo of a guy called Alex who according to her is very effeminate. At this time she paused & said "I don't like effeminate guys!...thats so uncool". I was confused as to why she showed me the pic of this guy and said those words but I guess there was some kind of hidden insult or nag in it. Though I m not effeminate, what she was hinting was that I was unmanly. I didn't react much to it and she continued to show me some other pics. At the end of the day I told her that I was interested to see some more of her graphics assignments but she said that she doesn't have them now and that she would get it the next day.
The next day she showed me her new assignments and art work (which was bad as ever!) and just like always, I put her on a pedestal. She gave an impression as though she was happy with my sugar words. Then she asked me to show her some of my art work. I was very happy that she was interested to see my work so I promised to show it to her the next day. When I reached home, I pulled out all of my best art work and A+ assignments to impress her. I also gift packed her favorite music CD which she told me to bring along. That night I slept peacefully.
The next day I took all the stuff with me and went to the college happily. I saw her sitting in the campus lawn with her laptop. I immediately went to her and greeted her. She made a sour face and replied "I m a little caught up with a presentation" and turned her face back to her laptop screen. She showed a complete disinterest in me and made a face as though she had seen something very disgusting. She wasn't doing anything on the laptop but continued to gaze at the screen with the same sour face. I felt hurt and my world came crashing down. All of a sudden she behaved like a complete b*tch.
I don't know what went wrong. All of a sudden there was this awkward silence . I was completely hurt and left the place without a word. This incident hurt me a lot and I cursed myself a lot.
It has been three months since this incident that we haven't met or talked. There after, I began working as a part time graphic artist and not seen college for almost three months.
Now, I want to know why did she behave like a b#tch all of a sudden when she was nice the other day?
Also, has she completely lost interest/respect for me?.... If I go back to college, will she behave the same way as she did last time? how should I treat her when I confront her? what attitude should I maintain? I love her a lot and I miss her.
Thanks in advance.
Phoenix_5
