I have been so pissed off at the fact that AA is preventing me from opening sometimes and if I open I usually forget what to do next and end up going blank even if I have a list of lines and routines. Well last night I got plasterd at a college costume house party last night, the party had about 100 people and I got so drunk that I spoke to every single person at the party and made a fool of myself.
I amoged/****blocked every guy there, every girl I tryed to talk to I could not keep track of my threads I was blabbering randome stuff about how I contain the nimbus within, harry potter is my uncle, I chased some girl around the party with a rubber bannana and a bunch of other stuff that randomly poped into my head at the time.
I was working the entire room with zero AA but I was just a dancing monkey, I ended up leaving the party with a big group of people and the girl I walked with I was so hammered I couldnt even ask for her number. I had a friendly argument with a man dressed as borat and a guy dressed as a gangbanger about the the color of a tie borat wears in the movie for over an hour at a nearby restaurant, everyone was staring at us lol.
Today I feel like ****, I am not improving my game im making myself look like an idiot. I cant believe or even remember last night, but I do remember being the life of the party, all eyes were on me. Just picture that drunk guy who walks up to everyone with hardcore slurred speech, I was him.
Lets compare me being drunk vs sober when im sober I might approach a couple sets with some stacked material but im very queit and somewhat shy, if I open naturally without stacked material I will go blank real fast, because all I can think of is interveiw style questions at that moment. Now when I get drunk I open everyone no matter who they are and the conversation's go nowhere also because my speech is slurred I talk about retarted things and no-one takes me seriously, there is no way I could get laid when im drunk, I am the perfect example of a dancing monkey when im drunk I try entertaining everyone and everyone is entertained.
I amoged/****blocked every guy there, every girl I tryed to talk to I could not keep track of my threads I was blabbering randome stuff about how I contain the nimbus within, harry potter is my uncle, I chased some girl around the party with a rubber bannana and a bunch of other stuff that randomly poped into my head at the time.
I was working the entire room with zero AA but I was just a dancing monkey, I ended up leaving the party with a big group of people and the girl I walked with I was so hammered I couldnt even ask for her number. I had a friendly argument with a man dressed as borat and a guy dressed as a gangbanger about the the color of a tie borat wears in the movie for over an hour at a nearby restaurant, everyone was staring at us lol.
Today I feel like ****, I am not improving my game im making myself look like an idiot. I cant believe or even remember last night, but I do remember being the life of the party, all eyes were on me. Just picture that drunk guy who walks up to everyone with hardcore slurred speech, I was him.
Lets compare me being drunk vs sober when im sober I might approach a couple sets with some stacked material but im very queit and somewhat shy, if I open naturally without stacked material I will go blank real fast, because all I can think of is interveiw style questions at that moment. Now when I get drunk I open everyone no matter who they are and the conversation's go nowhere also because my speech is slurred I talk about retarted things and no-one takes me seriously, there is no way I could get laid when im drunk, I am the perfect example of a dancing monkey when im drunk I try entertaining everyone and everyone is entertained.