Seriously, just fvck it all! I'm just tired of all this bullsh1t: fights, girls, uncertainty...
I've gotten with many girls, had sex, got head and done pretty much everything else, but I couldn't give a damn about those girls. Sure it's fun, but in the end, I'm still not happy. I guess I'm just looking for something deeper... A girl I can really enjoy chilling with and not just having sex.
I'm tired of choosing some girls over my boys. Sure, I get to be with a girl, but my friends in the end are much more important. I'm tired of talking bad about them sometimes.
I'm tired of uncertainty. I'm tired of not having a strong character all the time. I'm tired of not being able to make decisions or getting talked into things. I've been smoking weed more and more, and I really wanna get out of it, but I get talked into to it all the time with my friends. It's fun, but I wanna give it up.
I'm tired of people lying, stealing, being dishonest and not always having some true friends.
Fvck facebook, fvck msn, fvck all the time wasted on that...
I'm tired of all the bullsh1t in high school. I'm tired of girls my age going for older guys and me having to go for younger girls.
I just needed to let it out because it's really been getting at me these past weeks. Getting laid isn't everything and placing importance on women will not make you happy at the end of the road. I wish, I would of spent some of that time hanging out with friends or doing something else. Right now the only damn thing that makes me happy is going to the gym, that's when I really feel alive, if not nothing matters. Change is the hardest thing, but I'm ready to change. I'm ready to make myself stronger and have a stronger character and more confidence. I'm tired of putting up with bullsh1t. I'm tired of it all, I just want things to change.
I've gotten with many girls, had sex, got head and done pretty much everything else, but I couldn't give a damn about those girls. Sure it's fun, but in the end, I'm still not happy. I guess I'm just looking for something deeper... A girl I can really enjoy chilling with and not just having sex.
I'm tired of choosing some girls over my boys. Sure, I get to be with a girl, but my friends in the end are much more important. I'm tired of talking bad about them sometimes.
I'm tired of uncertainty. I'm tired of not having a strong character all the time. I'm tired of not being able to make decisions or getting talked into things. I've been smoking weed more and more, and I really wanna get out of it, but I get talked into to it all the time with my friends. It's fun, but I wanna give it up.
I'm tired of people lying, stealing, being dishonest and not always having some true friends.
Fvck facebook, fvck msn, fvck all the time wasted on that...
I'm tired of all the bullsh1t in high school. I'm tired of girls my age going for older guys and me having to go for younger girls.
I just needed to let it out because it's really been getting at me these past weeks. Getting laid isn't everything and placing importance on women will not make you happy at the end of the road. I wish, I would of spent some of that time hanging out with friends or doing something else. Right now the only damn thing that makes me happy is going to the gym, that's when I really feel alive, if not nothing matters. Change is the hardest thing, but I'm ready to change. I'm ready to make myself stronger and have a stronger character and more confidence. I'm tired of putting up with bullsh1t. I'm tired of it all, I just want things to change.