Let me tell you a story. This is the story of my transformation from being a termite to a prize. First, off I would like to thank sosuave for its awesome guidance.
I was born into a abusive home. My mother was the one who often did the mental and my dad loved the physical. They were a tag team. I learned the viciousness of a woman through my family tree. For some reason my family has been cursed. Everyone down the line were evil in some way. Except me, I wanted to change everything. So, I began studying moral philosophy. I wanted to understand what it meant to be good. I finished the bible and found myself wanting something more concrete and not full of contradictions. (www.evilbible.com has a few) I found others. So, I turned to great thinkers such as Lao Tzu, Socrates and anything I could dive into. It took time, but my confidence grew. I learned that I was challenged by thinking of morals as a science. I basically came to understand good and love as something a person gives. The root of all evil was not money, big house or a big car. It was self indulgence. Want for the self instead of others.
Growing up, I was really interested in women in a sexual way, until my mind grew in different direction. Im not saying that I became jesus. I just did not see myself interested in finding a lover. I was happy with the way things were. I was a researcher enjoying life. I can say, man did the women come at this time. It seemed like I couldn't keep them from liking me. I never focused on handsome ability and other traits. Somehow, I always kept a womans Interest Level high.
Then one day it all changed, she came in through the room. I could not keep my mouth shut. She was curved, hot and ready to be served. I wanted to be selfless, so I gave myself to her without a second thought. I did not pay attention to myself. I worked hard to satisfy her needs. I emailed her often, I gave her gifts and I was too clouded to notice any manipulation. I was... well... a wuss bag. I even said the lame, "How do you feel about me, I hope you are ok, I really want you to be happy." Suddenly, calamity struck. I fell and hard. I was homeless and in the street with only my thoughts of her to keep me fueled. I just kept on telling myself that she was waiting for me. Of course, she emailed me and kept in touch. I felt happy to hear from her but, something was off.
Eventually, I got to my feet in a success story that is too long to cover here. Let's just say I pulled a tony montana and built a small empire for myself. I was not rich, but I went and did things most people would not think a guy in my postition could rise up to. I had calamity my whole life, so hard work did not scare me. However, my love's demeanor was much different. So, I decided to have a back up plan. I decided not to focus too much of my life on her and to find my own reason for enjoying life. I lived life for the joy of life.
Then, the truth came. I was saddened but, upset by the truth. I finally saw her again. This time I was in much better shape. She told me that she had another boyfriend and that she had became experienced with and was ashamed. He cheated on her and she was sad. It was something we talked about before. Considering we were virgins. When she talked about him, I pictured someone that I met before. Suddenly, it hit me that I saw this person with her a while ago. I met him when she first met me. She did not tell me the whole deal. She did not tell me that as I was homeless in the street thinking about her, she was cheating on me.
I did not get upset. Your talking to a guy that has experienced torture. She did not know that I put 2 and 2 together. I was a sap for 3 years. I bought into the letters and the lies. What she didn't expect is that I lived with evil people my whole life. I knew how to break down a persons character. So, I decided to do research.
First, I built myself using sosuave.com. I refined my morals on my own. I finally learned that I was not being selfless with her. I was pampering her and came off as a wuss. That was against my ideals. That is probably why she left. I learned that there is nothing wrong with helping oneself and building oneself, because in the end it helps others to do the same. This is true selflessness. I went into complete overhaul. I changed everything for my own benefit and others. For once, I thought of my own regard. I became a REAL man that backed down to nothing and no one.
She invited me to visit her friends and family. However, it was a setup for humiliation. She wanted to show how much power she had over me. She even invited another poor sap along. He just looked on in love as she called him a ugly loser to his face. She claimed that she always does that. I turned to him and I said, "your going to let her speak to you that way?" She almost ****ted herself. She could not believe I stuck up to her. In the past, I would have just laughed it off. He turned to me and said, "She is just joking."
I turned to her and said, "Did you look in the mirror." She was shocked. I was not the timid boy she knew from long ago.
The next day was a match of wit. I basically shrugged off all of her insults and turned them into jokes. She felt tired. I could see that I was winning. I was the Alpha Male. She then hugged the other wussy man and asked me if I was jealous. I said no. She became even more upset. She became a roaring lioness of dirty verbal cuts and razor sharp oral stabs. I defended myself with humor and showed no signs of stress or anger. In fact, I was not angry. I was having the time of my life. All the energy I gave her came back to me.
The next day, she came up to me and said, "I have power, I can get men to do whatever I want." I realized that she was a manipulator and probably had tons of numbers on speed dial. I said, "Baby, I AM power." She became stone faced. I noticed that she dumped the wuss bag and started clinging on to me. I removed her and told her to respect my authority and ideals. (I tell you this is too good)
The final day, this is day when she would pull out her last trump card: Go straight for the ego. All women will go for the ego as their last resort. (Tip: Only tell private information to those who can keep it private: Yourself.) She was in front of her family and said, "What have you done for me. You were homeless. You were a loser." I then told her, I was MAN that earned his way through hard work. At least I didn't cheat on her, like she did to me. She was shocked that I put 2 and 2 together. Her family froze. Suddenly, they started dumping on her. They were on my side!
Afterwards, I walked off. As I got on the train, she tapped my should with tears in her eyes. She said, "See you." She then said something that every DJ has tried to get a woman to say for ages. She said, "You are strong and I am weak" Here is a WOMAN that openly admitted to me being stronger than her. She was not talking about physical strength either. She was a female equivalent to a DJ. She read the books and knew men inside out. I had completely drained her of her power and demon confidence. I have made sosuave proud. As she turned around. I kicked her in the ass. I know what you are thinking. Here is this moral student, kicking people in the ass. It was not hard enough to cause a bruise. Just enough. I would not do something like that ever again. Still, it had an effect.
Now, she is calling me non-stop and apologizing. She is giving me some story about how she wants to get back together. Should I take her back or use my POWER on someone that will appreciate it?
I was born into a abusive home. My mother was the one who often did the mental and my dad loved the physical. They were a tag team. I learned the viciousness of a woman through my family tree. For some reason my family has been cursed. Everyone down the line were evil in some way. Except me, I wanted to change everything. So, I began studying moral philosophy. I wanted to understand what it meant to be good. I finished the bible and found myself wanting something more concrete and not full of contradictions. (www.evilbible.com has a few) I found others. So, I turned to great thinkers such as Lao Tzu, Socrates and anything I could dive into. It took time, but my confidence grew. I learned that I was challenged by thinking of morals as a science. I basically came to understand good and love as something a person gives. The root of all evil was not money, big house or a big car. It was self indulgence. Want for the self instead of others.
Growing up, I was really interested in women in a sexual way, until my mind grew in different direction. Im not saying that I became jesus. I just did not see myself interested in finding a lover. I was happy with the way things were. I was a researcher enjoying life. I can say, man did the women come at this time. It seemed like I couldn't keep them from liking me. I never focused on handsome ability and other traits. Somehow, I always kept a womans Interest Level high.
Then one day it all changed, she came in through the room. I could not keep my mouth shut. She was curved, hot and ready to be served. I wanted to be selfless, so I gave myself to her without a second thought. I did not pay attention to myself. I worked hard to satisfy her needs. I emailed her often, I gave her gifts and I was too clouded to notice any manipulation. I was... well... a wuss bag. I even said the lame, "How do you feel about me, I hope you are ok, I really want you to be happy." Suddenly, calamity struck. I fell and hard. I was homeless and in the street with only my thoughts of her to keep me fueled. I just kept on telling myself that she was waiting for me. Of course, she emailed me and kept in touch. I felt happy to hear from her but, something was off.
Eventually, I got to my feet in a success story that is too long to cover here. Let's just say I pulled a tony montana and built a small empire for myself. I was not rich, but I went and did things most people would not think a guy in my postition could rise up to. I had calamity my whole life, so hard work did not scare me. However, my love's demeanor was much different. So, I decided to have a back up plan. I decided not to focus too much of my life on her and to find my own reason for enjoying life. I lived life for the joy of life.
Then, the truth came. I was saddened but, upset by the truth. I finally saw her again. This time I was in much better shape. She told me that she had another boyfriend and that she had became experienced with and was ashamed. He cheated on her and she was sad. It was something we talked about before. Considering we were virgins. When she talked about him, I pictured someone that I met before. Suddenly, it hit me that I saw this person with her a while ago. I met him when she first met me. She did not tell me the whole deal. She did not tell me that as I was homeless in the street thinking about her, she was cheating on me.
I did not get upset. Your talking to a guy that has experienced torture. She did not know that I put 2 and 2 together. I was a sap for 3 years. I bought into the letters and the lies. What she didn't expect is that I lived with evil people my whole life. I knew how to break down a persons character. So, I decided to do research.
First, I built myself using sosuave.com. I refined my morals on my own. I finally learned that I was not being selfless with her. I was pampering her and came off as a wuss. That was against my ideals. That is probably why she left. I learned that there is nothing wrong with helping oneself and building oneself, because in the end it helps others to do the same. This is true selflessness. I went into complete overhaul. I changed everything for my own benefit and others. For once, I thought of my own regard. I became a REAL man that backed down to nothing and no one.
She invited me to visit her friends and family. However, it was a setup for humiliation. She wanted to show how much power she had over me. She even invited another poor sap along. He just looked on in love as she called him a ugly loser to his face. She claimed that she always does that. I turned to him and I said, "your going to let her speak to you that way?" She almost ****ted herself. She could not believe I stuck up to her. In the past, I would have just laughed it off. He turned to me and said, "She is just joking."
I turned to her and said, "Did you look in the mirror." She was shocked. I was not the timid boy she knew from long ago.
The next day was a match of wit. I basically shrugged off all of her insults and turned them into jokes. She felt tired. I could see that I was winning. I was the Alpha Male. She then hugged the other wussy man and asked me if I was jealous. I said no. She became even more upset. She became a roaring lioness of dirty verbal cuts and razor sharp oral stabs. I defended myself with humor and showed no signs of stress or anger. In fact, I was not angry. I was having the time of my life. All the energy I gave her came back to me.
The next day, she came up to me and said, "I have power, I can get men to do whatever I want." I realized that she was a manipulator and probably had tons of numbers on speed dial. I said, "Baby, I AM power." She became stone faced. I noticed that she dumped the wuss bag and started clinging on to me. I removed her and told her to respect my authority and ideals. (I tell you this is too good)
The final day, this is day when she would pull out her last trump card: Go straight for the ego. All women will go for the ego as their last resort. (Tip: Only tell private information to those who can keep it private: Yourself.) She was in front of her family and said, "What have you done for me. You were homeless. You were a loser." I then told her, I was MAN that earned his way through hard work. At least I didn't cheat on her, like she did to me. She was shocked that I put 2 and 2 together. Her family froze. Suddenly, they started dumping on her. They were on my side!
Afterwards, I walked off. As I got on the train, she tapped my should with tears in her eyes. She said, "See you." She then said something that every DJ has tried to get a woman to say for ages. She said, "You are strong and I am weak" Here is a WOMAN that openly admitted to me being stronger than her. She was not talking about physical strength either. She was a female equivalent to a DJ. She read the books and knew men inside out. I had completely drained her of her power and demon confidence. I have made sosuave proud. As she turned around. I kicked her in the ass. I know what you are thinking. Here is this moral student, kicking people in the ass. It was not hard enough to cause a bruise. Just enough. I would not do something like that ever again. Still, it had an effect.
Now, she is calling me non-stop and apologizing. She is giving me some story about how she wants to get back together. Should I take her back or use my POWER on someone that will appreciate it?
