Am I really that lonely? I can't answer that. I never expected myself to fall for her in the first place. I even went so far as to hide my facebook from her because I didn't want to deal with anyone from work outside of work. On October 5th, she took some pictures for me on her phone and even during then I purposely told her to send them to my spam e-mail account and even told her as much hinting I don't want to have to deal with her outside of work.flashpoint said:
1 - You know, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. She doesn't instantly grab you, but she is very cute and does so without wearing any make up. I can see the minor imperfections on her face. I'd say she's actually a lot better looking without make-up compared to many super models that show their faces without make up.flashpoint said:
She dresses very modestly, but has a good body. Never shows cleavage, and dresses in nice non-branded cloths that are feminine looking. At most she does her hair, and most of the time it's just a simply rubberband and some hair clips.
2 - That's not entirely true. She has to multitask and deal with customers, and she seems to lack patience. Part of that can be blamed on the company's workload on her, her hours, and pay. She's very sweet when she's with friends and me. Despite her grumpy behavior, we haven't had a single argument since we started working.
3 - Apparently, the guy was different 10 years ago. I'd told he's an older man by the best friend. The ex definitely does NOT have a good reputation. Cheated on her, is drunk, doesn't work, wastes her money, but they've been together for years. Have they broken up before, no clue. They did break up recently, but also seems like they're talking more on the phone. Though she says it because she has stuff to take back from his place. I hear her say "all men lie" quite a few times.
4 - We share a lot in common. She has quite a few qualities I like in a woman too. She's hard working, cares for her family, has a good sense of humor, loves animals, not afraid to speak her mind, and she can also be mature and sensitive when needed. Her personality brightens the place up. This last one is definitely not something only I agree with.
