man.. last night was probably the worst night of my life. full of some mistakes that I may end up paying dearly for in the future...
i was hanging out with my girlfriend and we were drinking and having a good time. she left to go home and I called up my buddy and he showed up at the dorm I live in. he picked me up outside and we decided to smoke some weed.
my friends smoke all the time and I have smoked a lot in the past too. I've been trying to quit lately, but it's hard when all your friends do it and weed hasn't had any really negative drawbacks until now. perviously it was just something to do.. just like going to a party and drinking. I mean it's not like I ever considered doing acid or any heavy drugs. So I've been trying to quit for school and because things with my girlfriend are getting really serious. we've considered getting engaged.
so back to the story.. these campus police pull up right behind us while we're in a parking lot across from the dorms. we roll down the windows and smoke comes out and you can smell the mariajana. they place handcuffs on us and put us in seperate cop cars. they ask us what we've been doing and end up charging us with drug posssion and paraphinlia. so finally they take the cuffs off and tell us that they're going to let us go.
the officer who first arrived on scene is the one in charge. he gives us our citations and a court date. he also gives me his business card. he tells me that I should call him in a day or two. he was telling me that he could make these charges a whole lot less severe (i.e. maybe workshops/classes, community service, and/or a penality time that we cannot get in trouble). the catch is that he told me that he wants me to call him and give him a name of a dealer or someone that he can arrest or bust.
so man.. I'm freaking out. I know maybe one guy that I could tell him about, but that's it. I just have a name really.. not sure what he'll be able to do with that.
I'm so scared because first of all: my family doesn't know that I have smoked. so far they won't need to be involved, but if I get in trouble here at school (kicked out, suspended, lose my scholarship) then I'll be in so much trouble. On top of that my girlfriend who I am getting engaged to soon doesn't know that I have smoked recently and I don't want to tell her. I'm not sure how that would go and if she'd understand.
so i guess things have the potential to work out ok... if this guy lets me off and cuts me some slack. but i don't think i'll be able to provide him with the arrest he wants for someone else. i only have two citations and a court date.. and they never suspected my drinking or anything. so what now? so what do you guys think?
i was hanging out with my girlfriend and we were drinking and having a good time. she left to go home and I called up my buddy and he showed up at the dorm I live in. he picked me up outside and we decided to smoke some weed.
my friends smoke all the time and I have smoked a lot in the past too. I've been trying to quit lately, but it's hard when all your friends do it and weed hasn't had any really negative drawbacks until now. perviously it was just something to do.. just like going to a party and drinking. I mean it's not like I ever considered doing acid or any heavy drugs. So I've been trying to quit for school and because things with my girlfriend are getting really serious. we've considered getting engaged.
so back to the story.. these campus police pull up right behind us while we're in a parking lot across from the dorms. we roll down the windows and smoke comes out and you can smell the mariajana. they place handcuffs on us and put us in seperate cop cars. they ask us what we've been doing and end up charging us with drug posssion and paraphinlia. so finally they take the cuffs off and tell us that they're going to let us go.
the officer who first arrived on scene is the one in charge. he gives us our citations and a court date. he also gives me his business card. he tells me that I should call him in a day or two. he was telling me that he could make these charges a whole lot less severe (i.e. maybe workshops/classes, community service, and/or a penality time that we cannot get in trouble). the catch is that he told me that he wants me to call him and give him a name of a dealer or someone that he can arrest or bust.
so man.. I'm freaking out. I know maybe one guy that I could tell him about, but that's it. I just have a name really.. not sure what he'll be able to do with that.
I'm so scared because first of all: my family doesn't know that I have smoked. so far they won't need to be involved, but if I get in trouble here at school (kicked out, suspended, lose my scholarship) then I'll be in so much trouble. On top of that my girlfriend who I am getting engaged to soon doesn't know that I have smoked recently and I don't want to tell her. I'm not sure how that would go and if she'd understand.
so i guess things have the potential to work out ok... if this guy lets me off and cuts me some slack. but i don't think i'll be able to provide him with the arrest he wants for someone else. i only have two citations and a court date.. and they never suspected my drinking or anything. so what now? so what do you guys think?