Met a girl a while back, she txted me asking if I wanted to eat with her. Now this girl is like a 7.5, but I'm just not attracted to her. I was bored and thought to myself, why not? I just wanted to be friends with her, and maybe see if she had any friends I could hook up with.
We meet up at the restaurant and we're talking. First thing she asks if I'm seeing anyone, and then she asks me what I like in girls. I can sense that she wants me at this point, so I'm being real vague about my answers. Then out of nowhere she just asks "When was the last time you had sex?" I asked her to repeat that again because I thought I was just hearing things. She then starts talking real dirty to me. Asks me about what porn do I like to watch, etc. So by the end of lunch I'm getting pretty turned on and thought to myself, **** I might as well practice.
We go to the mall and get something. I'm driving back to the restaurant and ask if she wants to go back to my place. I take her to my room and we start talking. Again she talks dirty, asks me what's the naughtiest thing I've done. I told her getting roadhead and getting head in a movie theater. She told me about how she gave her ex-bf some roadhead, blah blah.
So time to get physical. I was just giving her a tour of my room and "stumbled" on some massage oil. I told her I'm really good with massages and asked if she wanted one. I did her lower back and told her to take off her shirt. Massaged her back, took off her bra. She asked me if I get turned on from giving massages. I said yea, and asks her if she's getting turned on. She said yea, so I start touching her boobs from under her. I kiss her, and then we take it from there.
I got some head from her. Then she asks if I have a condom. I really didn't wanna **** her so I told her "It's too early." She's about to finish me and begs me to **** her just a little. I told her no. She finishes me off, I take her back.
So wrap up.
She was good, but I just couldn't get into it because I had no feelings or attraction for her. I barely kissed her or did anything to her. it was more like me laying there and she did me. I've gone to 3rd base with plenty of girls, but only had sex with my ex-gf. As AFC as it sounds, I only want to have sex with girls I love. Anybody feel this way?
Right now I'm feeling kinda empty. I've been confused for a while as to what I want, but now I think I want a LTR with a girl I love. Getting physical with a girl and not feeling anything just feelings me feeling emptiness. Anyone read the game? It's like the part where Style gets a HB in the bathroom but he couldn't get it up, but he does his GF lisa 3x in one night.
We meet up at the restaurant and we're talking. First thing she asks if I'm seeing anyone, and then she asks me what I like in girls. I can sense that she wants me at this point, so I'm being real vague about my answers. Then out of nowhere she just asks "When was the last time you had sex?" I asked her to repeat that again because I thought I was just hearing things. She then starts talking real dirty to me. Asks me about what porn do I like to watch, etc. So by the end of lunch I'm getting pretty turned on and thought to myself, **** I might as well practice.
We go to the mall and get something. I'm driving back to the restaurant and ask if she wants to go back to my place. I take her to my room and we start talking. Again she talks dirty, asks me what's the naughtiest thing I've done. I told her getting roadhead and getting head in a movie theater. She told me about how she gave her ex-bf some roadhead, blah blah.
So time to get physical. I was just giving her a tour of my room and "stumbled" on some massage oil. I told her I'm really good with massages and asked if she wanted one. I did her lower back and told her to take off her shirt. Massaged her back, took off her bra. She asked me if I get turned on from giving massages. I said yea, and asks her if she's getting turned on. She said yea, so I start touching her boobs from under her. I kiss her, and then we take it from there.
I got some head from her. Then she asks if I have a condom. I really didn't wanna **** her so I told her "It's too early." She's about to finish me and begs me to **** her just a little. I told her no. She finishes me off, I take her back.
So wrap up.
She was good, but I just couldn't get into it because I had no feelings or attraction for her. I barely kissed her or did anything to her. it was more like me laying there and she did me. I've gone to 3rd base with plenty of girls, but only had sex with my ex-gf. As AFC as it sounds, I only want to have sex with girls I love. Anybody feel this way?
Right now I'm feeling kinda empty. I've been confused for a while as to what I want, but now I think I want a LTR with a girl I love. Getting physical with a girl and not feeling anything just feelings me feeling emptiness. Anyone read the game? It's like the part where Style gets a HB in the bathroom but he couldn't get it up, but he does his GF lisa 3x in one night.
