I think you need to spend more time doing things you enjoy. Never put yourself
100% in a relationship. You must always have the ability to walk away. You
can't be in love in four months. Sounds more like infatuation to me. T
In other words: the guys who are the most insecure lose the chick and those
who are not affected by a loss have chicks following them. I don't know you,
but do what makes you happy more often (ex: playing a sport, etc). It sounds
like she likes to see you get jealous. She might be more insecure than you
think she is.