Some of you are writing things like their fact and you know me and my situtation.. you dont. lol that said its probably my fault as this was only sposed to be about the fire thing and lol.
this isnt as extreme as some of you apparently thought it was. its really just a few strips of jeans that spell 'prom?' laid out in the middle of a parking lot with no cars and some rubbing alchohol soaking them. very easy to put out, we ended up stomping it out.
a little About me :
Im a 17 year old Christian. no sex(till im married), no drugs, smoking, and no getting drunk. I grew up homeschooling on and off cuz my dad is in the army so we moved alot. this particular prom is going to be a homeschooled organised event in a nice ballroom type place and there mostly likely wont be an after party, if there is there wont be any drinking or sex
I dunno if im what you would consider a DJ, but i am not an AFC. I started talking to GaryUranga nearly a year ago and didnt know what a 'DJ' was, he started me off with 'attraction isnt a choice' and i was hooked.
heres what i consider myself. A young kid growing into a young man. Im working on building my core confidence and having independence(standing up for what i think is right and if i dont wanna do something i dont[peer presure type stuff ect ]) and im getting better at both. when im out ill work on applying the 'techniques' ive learned on girls. I learning to take charge and to lead conversations so they are more interesting and fun. Im finding hobbies and trying to keep busy doing productive things. Im not perfect at all these things but i am improving and trying constantly
i just wanna do the best i can at life. I dont know if that makes me a DJ or not.
I like to have fun and try to have fun whenever i can. Sometimes i tend to go a little overboard doing things just because i think it will be much more fun
In this case i thought just straight up asking her would be dumb and boring so i figured why not use this awesome idea Gary told me ( i also just love fire
). so the idea is not 'AFC' or even that overboard, it was simply to be more fun for me and hopefully the people around me, and it was a success. One girl high fived me lol cuz she was like this is way better than just asking.
The girl :
this girl i met at my church just after he started teaching me and so probably made some afc mistakes in the beginning and weve been pretty cool since. im also friends with her entire family except her brother who is 22 and i hardly see him lol. her dad is a pastor at the church. Ive spent quite a bit of time at the house visiting the whole family, her and her sister have been to my house once or twice and were pretty cool.
ive always had mild interest in her and lately ive been much more confident and felt like im ready to move on so i decided to up the kino and flirting and stuff, good eye contact, she came back with flirting and being playful and would even go out of her way to be around me and crap. im not sure if its just simply been to long but i thought the signs were good and things were rolling smoothly. because of alot of teasin she doesnt have a high trust level in me and im working on that right now. ( went from no ****y to maybe becoming a little arrogant
and now finding a nice center place). signs were good.
At the end of the day :
I just want to have fun. I find her to be a fun person to be with, also pretty which is a plus
. Im not oneitus with her like i once was but i do like her and would like if she was my gf but if that doesnt happen id rather salvage the friendship and just work my other options. Im taking her to prom no matter what unless she just doesnt wanna go, which she said she really does, so ill treat her and myself to a fun night, see if anything happens and if it does great. If not well, better luck next time, at least we just had this fun time and maybe we have a stronger rel from it.
thats it
