MyNameIsEd
Don Juan
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I'll say this. I'm new, but I've been lurking around the forums for a while now, but i never actually bothered going on my screename and write some posts. But now I'm actually going to do it because this weekend was a life changing experience for me. I don't suggest you do the same things I did though. You'll see why.
On friday morning I was in a terrible mood. There was this girl I really liked. Let's call her "lisa". She was everything I wanted and more. Thing was, i thought that she would never want a guy like me. And the advice and columns on this website didn't help much either. So I took the train to school, hopeless about what would happen to me that day.
Now, before I go further I want to tell you something. I'm no AFC. I've hooked up before. I just have some sever self esteem issues.
I went to school and did work for the first three periods. Not much happened there. Fourth period and fifth period I had music, but I wanted to cut it. So I took a friend of mine to the roof of my school (where nobody ever goes but has such a fantastic view) and we talked. I did a little introspective thinking there. From the roof of my school you could easily see the manhattan skyline and it is just breathtaking. Looking at the view, I just came up with the craziest idea. I went over to my friend, and kissed her. Now, I'm a junior, and she was a senior, and I was really really into her too. (let's call her sarah). I kissed her right after i thought of doing it, right before any limiting beliefs set in. I expected sarah to push me away but she never did. We just kept going and going. By the time fifth period ended I had one hand under her bra and another hand over her ****, and it was all outside during forty degree weather.
We both fixed ourselves up and left. She gave me a kiss in the cheek before she went out the door.
Something clicked in my mind. I had finally "gotten it".
The rest of the weekend was just like that, finally ending in some mind blowing sex last night, with the original girl (lisa) that i couldn't get for a week. It turned out she wanted me too.
The moral here folks, is that mindset is key. You have to have the right mindset to become a don juan, and that experience (and not trolling around on the forums) will give you that mindset.
On friday morning I was in a terrible mood. There was this girl I really liked. Let's call her "lisa". She was everything I wanted and more. Thing was, i thought that she would never want a guy like me. And the advice and columns on this website didn't help much either. So I took the train to school, hopeless about what would happen to me that day.
Now, before I go further I want to tell you something. I'm no AFC. I've hooked up before. I just have some sever self esteem issues.
I went to school and did work for the first three periods. Not much happened there. Fourth period and fifth period I had music, but I wanted to cut it. So I took a friend of mine to the roof of my school (where nobody ever goes but has such a fantastic view) and we talked. I did a little introspective thinking there. From the roof of my school you could easily see the manhattan skyline and it is just breathtaking. Looking at the view, I just came up with the craziest idea. I went over to my friend, and kissed her. Now, I'm a junior, and she was a senior, and I was really really into her too. (let's call her sarah). I kissed her right after i thought of doing it, right before any limiting beliefs set in. I expected sarah to push me away but she never did. We just kept going and going. By the time fifth period ended I had one hand under her bra and another hand over her ****, and it was all outside during forty degree weather.
We both fixed ourselves up and left. She gave me a kiss in the cheek before she went out the door.
Something clicked in my mind. I had finally "gotten it".
The rest of the weekend was just like that, finally ending in some mind blowing sex last night, with the original girl (lisa) that i couldn't get for a week. It turned out she wanted me too.
The moral here folks, is that mindset is key. You have to have the right mindset to become a don juan, and that experience (and not trolling around on the forums) will give you that mindset.
