so i been seeing this fat girl for a while. well i actually dumped her ages ago because when we tried to have sex in her car i was so put off by her weight and just stopped seeing her after that. then i got desperate 4 months later and lonely, so i messaged her and she came running back. this time i actually tried really really hard to like her and forget that she was huge. she is a nice girl and her face is not bad. the only thing about her i hate is her weight. shes that big that it outweighs all the good in her. after tonight (its probably the third week of seeing her so far) she came over and the plan was to watch a movie n chill in my room. but we ended up having sex and it was the worse ive ever had. ive had better times with my hand. when her clothes came off i was repulsed. i could barely even reach up to kiss her while i was inside her (i was on top)
she was just laying there and i had to close my eyes and think of jessica alba or something just to stay hard! i hinted that i was tired after that and she eventually got the idea and left, but she knows i was bullsh1ting. i just wanted her gone. i dont even like kissing her that much (i have a thing for big lips / angelina jolie~jessica alba etc) .
but after tonight, i just dont know what to do seriously. im pretty crappy in most girls eyes because i dont have a license/car so i dont drive. i have a crappy job, washing dishes. but i have had some pretty good looking girls in my time when i was younger. i still think im not too bad looking. im confident that i can get most girls. the only problem is i dont like half of the ones i meet. all the hot girls kind of piss me off with their sh!t attitude and boring personalities. i just want an average cute girl.
i feel really bad though if i dump her again. she really fuking likes me a lot. i guess not many guys want her. i wouldnt know what to say now if i wanted to dump her now. she would probably break down or something. id feel real bad. i dunno if i should just put up with her because of how nice she is or just leave her and start all over again being single and waitin around for my average skinny cute girl *sigh* - she drives me everywhere n does stuff for me. but i guess shes like that cause shes fat. damn im bummed here. shes just so fuking fat.
example (contains nudity - sorry but it was best to get a nude one to give you the best idea): http://img211.imageshack.us/img211/2200/5z4ocv3i.jpg
she was just laying there and i had to close my eyes and think of jessica alba or something just to stay hard! i hinted that i was tired after that and she eventually got the idea and left, but she knows i was bullsh1ting. i just wanted her gone. i dont even like kissing her that much (i have a thing for big lips / angelina jolie~jessica alba etc) .
but after tonight, i just dont know what to do seriously. im pretty crappy in most girls eyes because i dont have a license/car so i dont drive. i have a crappy job, washing dishes. but i have had some pretty good looking girls in my time when i was younger. i still think im not too bad looking. im confident that i can get most girls. the only problem is i dont like half of the ones i meet. all the hot girls kind of piss me off with their sh!t attitude and boring personalities. i just want an average cute girl.
i feel really bad though if i dump her again. she really fuking likes me a lot. i guess not many guys want her. i wouldnt know what to say now if i wanted to dump her now. she would probably break down or something. id feel real bad. i dunno if i should just put up with her because of how nice she is or just leave her and start all over again being single and waitin around for my average skinny cute girl *sigh* - she drives me everywhere n does stuff for me. but i guess shes like that cause shes fat. damn im bummed here. shes just so fuking fat.
example (contains nudity - sorry but it was best to get a nude one to give you the best idea): http://img211.imageshack.us/img211/2200/5z4ocv3i.jpg
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