European-DJ
Master Don Juan
It wasn’t until yesterday that I realized what a chump I have become.
I haven’t always been like this. As a kid, I was highly ambitious and competitive – to a point where it wasn’t healthy – any assignment or challenge put in my hands, I would overdo, I would give it my all, and was always aiming to be the best. There was not an assignment given to me that I did not finish.
I was an exceptional racing driver and won almost everything I competed in, but due to the fact that I was raised under very poor conditions I hit the wall of insufficient funds – and like many other drivers – I had to kill my dreams of becoming a professional driver. Back then I was either swimming or running each day, and was in very good shape and had great health. I still remember the respect given to me, and how the girls would – literally – be chasing me.
When I trough of my shirt and stand in front of the mirror, comparing the kid on the pictures with the one I see in the reflection, - besides the brown eyes - I see no similarities whatsoever.
If only it was the physical part of me that had changed to the worse… but it isn’t; the way I think, the way I carry myself, the way I act and interact with others, there is nothing I can recognise.
I have become what I hated the most as a kid; a chubby, lazy and stupid 19 year old, who thinks everything, will come to him without him raising as much as a finger.
Reason for Journaling:
By journaling, I get the chance of following my progress, my thoughts and my ‘evolution’ with exact time stamps, and hopefully – within less than a year - being able to look back at this exact day, and laugh out loud, while enjoying the champ I have become.
The reason for keeping an public journal on SoSuave, Is that I hope to get some advice from the older and more experienced DJ’s, whom I am familiar with visiting this forum.
Goals & Tools:
On the left side of the ‘|‘symbol will be my goals, and on the right side my tools/ways.
Achieving better grades | Studying at least 2 hours a day, after school.
Getting healthy and fit | Exercise at least 3 times a week, using the health section for support.
Become better with girls | Starting from scratch, rereading the DJ bible and putting myself out there.
Starting my own business | Studying my domestic regulations for starting a firm (an old dream).
Current stats:
Age: 19 Years
Height: 5 feet 9 inches
Weight: 165lbs
Lay count: 12 (My grandfather, a true ladies man, once told me; not before bedding 50 girls, can you tell good sex from bad)
Let's Go!
I haven’t always been like this. As a kid, I was highly ambitious and competitive – to a point where it wasn’t healthy – any assignment or challenge put in my hands, I would overdo, I would give it my all, and was always aiming to be the best. There was not an assignment given to me that I did not finish.
I was an exceptional racing driver and won almost everything I competed in, but due to the fact that I was raised under very poor conditions I hit the wall of insufficient funds – and like many other drivers – I had to kill my dreams of becoming a professional driver. Back then I was either swimming or running each day, and was in very good shape and had great health. I still remember the respect given to me, and how the girls would – literally – be chasing me.
When I trough of my shirt and stand in front of the mirror, comparing the kid on the pictures with the one I see in the reflection, - besides the brown eyes - I see no similarities whatsoever.
If only it was the physical part of me that had changed to the worse… but it isn’t; the way I think, the way I carry myself, the way I act and interact with others, there is nothing I can recognise.
I have become what I hated the most as a kid; a chubby, lazy and stupid 19 year old, who thinks everything, will come to him without him raising as much as a finger.
Reason for Journaling:
By journaling, I get the chance of following my progress, my thoughts and my ‘evolution’ with exact time stamps, and hopefully – within less than a year - being able to look back at this exact day, and laugh out loud, while enjoying the champ I have become.
The reason for keeping an public journal on SoSuave, Is that I hope to get some advice from the older and more experienced DJ’s, whom I am familiar with visiting this forum.
Goals & Tools:
On the left side of the ‘|‘symbol will be my goals, and on the right side my tools/ways.
Achieving better grades | Studying at least 2 hours a day, after school.
Getting healthy and fit | Exercise at least 3 times a week, using the health section for support.
Become better with girls | Starting from scratch, rereading the DJ bible and putting myself out there.
Starting my own business | Studying my domestic regulations for starting a firm (an old dream).
Current stats:
Age: 19 Years
Height: 5 feet 9 inches
Weight: 165lbs
Lay count: 12 (My grandfather, a true ladies man, once told me; not before bedding 50 girls, can you tell good sex from bad)
Let's Go!
