I think that's more of your Christian/Catholic beliefs haunting you than f ucking two dirty hoars.
I feel the need to defend the statement since I didn't actually have sex with either "dirty hoars". The first lady's name was Suzy and I chose her out of two women in a lewd line-up and kept my underware the whole time and could not get hard. She even bent over so I can do her in her a$$ and even as I went up to it, I could not take my underware off, and it could not get hard.
All that happened there was I played with her hair and danced to her own Latin music while we were both half-naked. (Her breasts were exposed on my chest).
There was no bad reaction after this encounter, otherwise, if there were, then I would not have been able to see a second hor the next day.
The second hoar came from Brazil 2 months ago (or so she claimed) and her working name was Bianca. This time I took some Viagara like herb a few hours before. There was covered oral and then she was going to finish me off by trying to fvck me, but I shoved her to the side and had outercourse instead.
The reason I need to defend it is because I do not think its fair that I had such a reaction if I didn't actually vaginally penetrate any of these two women. Wouldn't it be fair to say that if your assessment is correct, then your assumption that vaginal penetration (aka fvcking) actually also occurred, and if it did not, then it must be something else.
RicktheToad said:
In my mind, I would just imagine how many hundreds (thousands) of dudes used these orifices prior to me.
I never went inside those "orifices". It's more the environment, the bed that I was on the second one, the fact it was downstairs, the fact another guy walked-in as I was walking out who sounded like some old pervert, or payed $ 60.00 by handing it to this lady like she was some vending machine, using their washroom and inspecting their premises (gas stove, kitchen in center, other rooms inside this enclosed area), fact I didn't knock on the door but stood there and it opened. The set-up sounds more of a culprit. If this were a bright hotel room in the middle of the day and I dealt with a $ 200-$300 college-aged escort then I think that would have been a different set-up.
But yeah, the fact that emotionally, this lady dealt with other guys in that same bed I was on, including the same day is jarring.
Now, if I had a bad reaction WITHOUT having sex, imagine if I did. I probably would have died or something like that if I had such a reaction without even having sex?!?
RicktheToad said:
The thing I'd be f ucking would not be a human being, but just a masturbatory aid; and an expensive one at that.
I don't know, I sometimes debate which would be worst, what I experienced with this hoar, or if I got abducted by a UFO. However "just a mastubatory aid" sounds harmless to me and I wouldn't make it sound harmless. A UFO example is more horrific. I still think the comfort here is I dealt with other human being women and not hybrid grey-women aliens deciding to hide in some of these underground hor outfits. But then again, who knows? Some escort ads claim this hor can change her eye colour. You wonder some of these women are human or are so possessed that this is an "exorcist" or hybrid-alien scenario.
RicktheToad said:
No, I'll pass. I've never had a problem getting ladies. Plus, there's always the bunker buster one's that are there for a quick lay; not that I do that any longer. promiscuous sex is just too dangerous these days.
I never said I visited the two hookers because there was a problem getting ladies though. All things being equal, if the Canadian law did not prohibit buying sex effective midnight on December 6, 2014, then I would not have visited a prostitute on December 5, 2014 or December 4, 2014 before that law passed. I figured if I want to try this out, it's better to do it before there is a potential chance of getting into trouble with the law. This was faulty reasoning since law enforcement never came to shut this down and only targeted younger escorts or those who could have been trafficed. Had I known the world was going to be the same afterwards, I would never have visited those hookers and defied the government for passing this law by doing this on the eve of it taking legal effect. This was a political action to beat the government. Instead I duped myself by failing to see God's law over man's law and was too obsessed over manmade law.