Dumped my first "GF", Regret it now. [Long Post]

[Suspens]

Got her number in the summer, txted her the next day and she replied within 2 minutes: Red Flag #1, An attention craving baby. She is a 24 year old HB9. Though she didn't accept to meet, as I acted like a complete AFC weirdo and asked her to be my GF through text, I said my dad just died and I need someone like you in my life etc. Finally called her and insulted her and called her an abused slut who doesn't deserve attention and love from a nice guy like me... She was shocked. I realized when I approached her, she was not physically attracted to me, as I was wearing dirty and unfit clothes, unshaved acne face, etc... It could have been the reason she refused to go out with me.

After a few weeks I texted her again, and surprisingly, she replied. RedFlag#2 She has no integrity and self respect. This time I acted more aloof. She finally got more comfortable and talked about herself and asked me personal question which I replied with vague and confusing answers. She got more curious and interested, and finally she offered time to meet. When she saw me, she was kinda surprised. I was looking my best and smelling like heaven, nothing like the old me who approached her months ago. I made her laugh nervously and loudly.

She started texting me everyday, always initiating . Her sister told me she loves you, etc. after two weeks I went for the french kiss and she was kinda shocked, she blushed and coldly refused. I drove her home without saying a single word or contributing to her conversations, cold and a deaf. On the next date, I took her to a 1 hour long trip, and we walked inside an autumn garden, again I said I want to kiss you, she changed the subject and started blushing again. I didn't say anything and just said let's go home. Again I drove home, and we didn't stay in that place, we were supposed to stay there till night. I didn't speak a single word and didn't pay attention to her while she was talking. After arriving home, she sent a bunch of text explaining herself and asking whether I want to continue our rlshp. My replies were short and indifferent.

Okay, next time when i went for the kiss, she welcomed passionately. Escalated to touching her boobs and tit-sucking. And told her to close her eyes for a moment, then I put my trouser down and my erected peen was looking at her. Told her to open her eyes, and she was kinda shocked but started laughing. Nothing happened tough.

After one month, we got more close physically. Titjobs, and BJs became a part of our dates. Of course she wasn't eager for BJ but the "Sudden Abandonment" technique worked again, just like it did for the first kiss, and she asked every time whether I was satisfied with her performance. And she was a virgin, so no I wasn't Freindzoned. I inspected her vagina myself.


Back to the main point. Every time I talked about breakup she started crying. I even broke up with her for two weeks, but when i took her back, she cried in my arms. I dumped her now, this time for real.


She sent me a book of text messages, explaining herself and how much she loves me, even though i told her to never contact me again and even if i contacted you and begged you to come back and I regret my decision, ignore me. I dumped her because I know she is still in contact with her ex. Our relationship lasted for almost 4 months. Also I knew she was a lying slut, but pretended to be a good housekeeping girl.

But I'm lonely now. She was my first GF, she always cooked for me when we went out, she always wanted to see me, she got sad every time I didn't pay attention to her and we exchanged 8000 txt messages during this four months. . And without her, I have to go back to wanking. Don't know how to turn her into a FB. Any thoughts and criticism. Thanks for your time Guys.

 

[n52]

Crack, definitely crack.

 

[El Payaso]

I don't know what n52 is smoking but if she is still in contact with her ex and lying about it, taking her back means you condone that behavior. There are millions of other girls around who will give you bl0wj0bs, titjobs, cook for you etc. Don't catch oneitis, although it seems like you already have.

 

[Yewki]

I acted like a complete AFC weirdo and asked her to be my GF through text, I said my dad just died and I need someone like you in my life etc.

Sorry it's not clear from your post, but your Dad really did die? I only point this out because if it was a lie, I think you might have some serious issues. If not, my sincerest condolences and please carry on.

 

[Jair213]

Troll. Smh

 

[Suspens]

Sorry it's not clear from your post, but your Dad really did die? I only point this out because if it was a lie, I think you might have some serious issues. If not, my sincerest condolences and please carry on.

Yes, he died 3 weeks before I got her number. I was depressed and couldn't handle rejection. However looking back, I feel embarrassed. Trying to get a date by stirring pity and sadness in her. Needles to say, she didn't give a damn and ignored my cries when I was asking her to go out with me. She had everything I wanted in a girl, face and body wise at least.

I don't know what n52 is smoking but if she is still in contact with her ex and lying about it, taking her back means you condone that behavior. There are millions of other girls around who will give you bl0wj0bs, titjobs, cook for you etc. Don't catch oneitis, although it seems like you already have.

She knows the ex was one of the main reasons for the breakup and I said it's wrong to keep contact with someone you had a close physical relationship, she denied any physical intimacy with him in their rlsp and claimed I haven't contacted him since meeting you. But I had a feeling she would run to her ex and give him BJs when I ignored her or acted cold. She was the vengeful type.

Yes, a pathological liar. She didn't even tell me her real name when I approached her (IOD?). She confessed to this lie after the 3rd date. Also she was very secretive about her past by claiming "the past is past".

I don't want to have any rlsp with her again, I don't have the mental strength to reply to her good morning, good evening, goodnight and some other random texts every day. But I miss her sense of humor, her cooking, and she looked cuter than megan fox With a 70 bust. I am sure i can't find any girl comparable to her again in the coming months.


And here's how we broke up:

I was feeling she was dissatisfied and bored, because every time we go out, we go to a quiet nearby mountain where all we did was foreplay and BJ. I don't have a house and live with my mother and siblings, and that was the only quiet private place where no one was around. No dinner dates, no fun activities, just taking her to that mountain every time we saw each other.

Last time she suggested let's go to "the mountain" because it was snowing and we could make some romantic memories. Once we arrived, she said It's really cold and not sure if we could go out of the car. I got mad but didn't react, just nodded and said ok let's drink a cup of tea and go home then. Suddenly I got a call from an unknown girl who gave me a warm hello and the GF heard it. I hung up, but received 3 txt messages shortly after, which I didn't read them in front of her. She got curious and really nervous, though acted as if nothing happened. She got quiet and kinda sad.

I couldn't stop thinking about her ex and her insincerity, and when she said we can't get out of the car because it's cold, I said to myself Okay that's the final excuse I needed. I told her to never contact me again and don't reply if i contacted you and begged you back. We aren't satisfied anymore and I'm sure after a few weeks you'll realize it was the best decision for both of us. Took her to a near metro station and didn't drive her home. It was Saturday, but she kept texting me till Thursday. I ignored all of her texts and didn't reply. Here's one of her texts:

Have fun with your new Girlfriend (referring to the unknown caller?). If you got tired of me and wanted to end this, you shouldn't have accused me or stating unjustifiable excuses. I loved you, but you didn't believe me. I hope you regret your decision and that you made a mistake.


I'm not sure If my judgment or decision was right.

 

[Suspens]

All men need to avoid the mass texting addiction that modern women try to put us through. Easier said than done because some women are fun to talk to.

There were some occasions which she didn't send me any txt for 6 hours but then she relapsed and complained that "why u no text me".

 

[Yewki]

She didn't even tell me her real name when I approached her (IOD?). She confessed to this lie after the 3rd date. Also she was very secretive about her past by claiming "the past is past".

She had you call her by a fake name for 3 dates? Lol. I mean, if it was a nickname that she preferred, that's one thing... but if it was just a different name altogether (i.e. "Jennifer" vs "Stephanie") wow I would have had no serious intentions after that whatosever.

 

[IndeedSir]

This girl reeks of crazy. EDIT: You made the right call ejecting! NC now.

 

[Suspens]

What kind of relationship was that anyway? Can we say I was freindzoned if she wasn't a virgin? It was hard to tell by just looking at her vagina. There was no vaginal sex during these wasted four months.

If so, I feel like a used bich now.

Won't contact her, no matter how lonely I get. But is there any hope to make her my future FB (Or SuckBody to be mor accurate.)

 

[jafyk]

Testing

 

[Suspens]

She sent me another text asking to give "ourselves" another chance. What's the best response? I'm hesitant.

She didn't cheat, but lied. And the fact that she is persistent means she is still sexually attracted?

Any suggestions

 

[Suspens]

Ok this turned into a huge **** storm.

When we were dating, during one of our trips i asked her to control the steering wheel, she was hesitant but finally accepted and she suddenly turned it and we got into a car accident. We hit another car and the damage was around 110$. She got panicked and admitted being responsible and she suggested to pay the whole damage for the car we hit. I said calm down, I was the driver and you were just controlling the steering wheel, which was my own suggestion. You don't have to pay anything.


Now two months have passed, and she never contacted me aside from the first week which she begged me to not leave her, I believe the break up hurt her badly and she has a huge resentment for me, she even ignored my birthday and didn't send me any txts. I didn't contact her during this 2 months either.

I got butt hurt for being ignored, even though it was my own decision to end our RS. So I txted her and asked her to pay half of the damage, 55$. But she blocked my number like a coward. I called her mom, as i memorized it when i saw it on her phone. I told her mom that i want to talk to [***** name]. She got on the phone and was shocked that i knew her mom's mobile number, lol. I told her you cant always use the hit and run strategy, you admitted being partly responsible for this accident and now you have to pay.

Her mom took the phone and started blaming me, saying you were the driver and you shouldn't have asked my daughter to control the steering wheel. I got mad and started talking loudly, "calling her daughter a cheating slut, and they are a dirt poor family that I have pity for and can't allow myself to take money from them, but they had to know that you can't always escape from your responsibilities."

But then I turned into a wuss, asked her to let's get back together. She is in auto-rejection mode and i believe is also involved with someone else, as her indifference and cold attitude suggests. And her whole family hates me now, even her younger sister who always made compliments about me and made her sister (my GF) paranoid and nervous, lol. But in my begging texts I also hinted that I miss her body more than anything.

So who is the loser. Am i an abused nice guy here?

Econmical info:

What I got out of her:

-13 to 15 blow jobs. Some of them involving hateful gagging as I membered her lies and decided to punish her that way, but she laughed like a self-hating hoe.

- 4 titjobs.

- Countless times of titsucking and other soft plays.

- 12 free meals.

What I lost:

- 90$ on dinner dates and other BS.

- 70$ for gas.

- 110$ for the car accident.

- Almost my sanity and motivation to practice the game.

- Oneitis.

Any hopes to recover? Do I have entitlement issues? Am I a retarded emotional kid? An unrecoverable psycho? A humble and sincere nice guy? Did she use me like a little replaceable toilet paper. I really appreciate your input guys, many thanks. I am really losing my self esteem and willpower.

 

[PrettyBoyAJ]

Dude you didn't even hit it.

What you need to do is get some money and go get some other pu$$y.

 

[Suspens]

Dude you didn't even hit it.

What do you mean?

I didn't want her pus$y anyway, It was full of cheesy $hit and her vagina skin was crowded with acne pimples.

I liked her cute face and the way she showed affection.

 

[Yewki]

You don't have to pay anything.

I told her you cant always use the hit and run strategy, you admitted being partly responsible for this accident and now you have to pay.

What I lost:

- 90$ on dinner dates and other BS.
- 70$ for gas.
- 110$ for the car accident.
- Almost my sanity and motivation to practice the game.
- Oneitis.

I'm sorry but none of this is tax deductible

 

[VladPatton]

That's just an inexperienced, sexually depraved virgin-girl that's crazy. Gettin a virgin ain't no advantage, them bıtches be crazy! I've dealt with about 4 of these girls, and I swear it's like they're from the same mold. Nuckin Futz!

You just have to forget about her and move on, man. It's the only way you'll progress.