Downman1's journal

[Downman1]

9-21-08

Yo so me and my friends got cheep champagne and played truth or dare. On of my girl friends dared me to go up to a girl and ask her to come home with me. So i did and she said yea and she left. I told her before about the dare so... It was a fun night danced with a chick with hot lace panties, But ****ing night game is soo hard. Plus when two drunk kids are trying desperately to get you layed it doesn't help either. It was a fun night and i talked to some chicks. Its a lot easier when your friends don't ****ing ruin you chances at everyone. Any ways it was a fun night need to do more day game. Two chicks want my **** so bad, never had that before. Kinda sweet. One of them is really hot. So yea i might look in to it the only thing is she's in my group. The reason she wants me is because last year i just talked to her because she looked down. And now she wants me bad Any advice?????


Also new website http://www.girlsteachguys.com/

 

[Downman1]

One other thing i rember what i was like before highschool. my dad never had one convo about girls. Hell i thought girls could ask me out at any moment. I was afraid of ****ing natina cupp a mildy mental case wo had a crush on me. I ****ing listened to my mom and ****ing went to her for advidce UGGG. i just looking back at all the bs i could of changed. Hott girls liked me and my mom said not until your in highschool. ****. I also was under the impression that a girl had to phyiscally make the first move. Oh i could of had megan donnalan who later turned out to be a nice girl with a nasty side. i don't want to blame any one and im not living in the past, but hell ive learned a **** load about ****. Highschool came around and nobody was really my friend. Highschool blew chunks. Any ways i am better im am more confident i can actually have a conversation. If you look at me biologically i didn't hit puberty till 17. So phyiscally im just an adult. so really i wasn't ready till then. And now chicks expect 5-6 years of game when i have like 1-2. Ok thanks for reading this is kind of personal but its good.

 

[Downman1]

9-30-08

so yea i went on a fishing trip and i got my second number :cheer: yea so it was fun though not teachers so we got crunked when it got dark. it was pretty sick.:rockon: im going to lunch but i thought you guys should know im moving up baby steps

 

[Downman1]

10-11-08

As you can probably tell im not exactly doing the most i can for my cause. I have progressed. Baby steps I have the self confidence and now i need to work on the social parts. I think ive been reading too much and not doing enough. And that drunk night im just going to brush off to night game. also i learned somthing from it. Don't have drunk friends as wings who are better at game then you.

Masturbation not a good habit i need to get out if its routeen. Im doing it too often and my brain sees it as an anti depressant , and anti lolyniess. Part of why i want to be a dj is to get over the fear and stuff> I should be happy i'm single WHOHOO. i also watch too much tv because i've gotten into the habit of coming home after class looking at face book, then for 5 hours i watch tv. go to dinner with my friends watch tv and do home work then hang out with my friends. That 5 hours im cutting out im going to work out or talk to chicks in the lib.

Someone told me that it was very important to have self confidence even before you start with the game. I m following that now i need to be more social and hopefully a little luck, To get me a f*** Anyhoo I feel like i have stepped up a stair after looking down at the first stair for a long time.

 

[Downman1]

10-21-08

Wtf IM am verry horney. I also think ive derailed my train. Im going bacck to my bad routeen and haven't gotten around to work on dj stuff. Im so buisy. i just have to deal with this week and thwn ill be back on track. Also Im thinking too much about having a girlfriend. Its not good. Finding a girl is about not looking for them. Im going to do some clubs and volenteer work. chicks dig that . anyhoo. im putting in the plan to do better, Im just going to redo the 50 hi's which don't even seem like a big idea now. No actually ill restart week two of the dj bible next week.

Fock im crawling back in to my old hole instead of branching out. \\

Ill be better next week/

 

[Downman1]

11-2-08

So i'm outta my slump and i'l tell you why.

I ****ing talked game this weekend :yes: . halloween was sick. So i was eye ****ing this chick and she came to me and we started talking about wiskey. I was in a room with two beta males and the rest was women. Anyways We talked fo a little but then she had to leave... So i said HEY, I'll see you at the dance in a sexy voice. I was a sheet ghoast so i didn't really know who i danced with 20-30 differnet chicks. THey didn't know who i was. i had fun. I now know i have the power... now i just have to use it :yes: :rockon:


What i learned . People who you hang with have to be betas or at least have less game then you, when you are talking to people other wise the chicks get distracted. Or you have to be a great alpha male

 

[Downman1]

11-8

so i've decided to do toast masters to get my specah better. That should help. yea so i almost did a gramumba. I was crunked and no one stopped me from talking to a 22 year old gramumba Uhhhhh. it was aweful anyways i think i need to vocalize my voice more. I have the confidence down but im not yet at talking to people i don't know.



Btw i had dinner in our cafe. with three chicks and two of my friends who are , i hate this expression, but seedlings, possibilities, two of them like me i know but it was aquward i didn't speak at all because if i talked to one the others. Anyways im not afraid to look any woman in the eyes any woman. Unless shes ass ugly