originaldj
Don Juan
- Joined
- Dec 22, 2005
- Messages
- 160
- Reaction score
- 7
Since I've come to this site I've improved by leaps and bounds. I went to the point where I couldn't hold a conversation with any girl to the point where many of best friends are girls. I am going to have a real prom date not just someone to go with as a friend. But I can't help but shake the feeling that I am sick of it. I hate the fact that one if the main purposes of websites like this is to teach people not to be as nice. I understand that thats the reality but I hate this reality. I hated it then when I was a genuinely good person I had less success with many aspects of my life than when I was an *******. I despise the fact that I had to "next" my oneitits because I cared too much, even though I know I would have been the best thing that ever happened to her. Above all I feel like I am being rewarded for selling myself out. I hate pretending that I am not compassionate or sensitive because society punishes people who wear their hearts on their sleeves. I don't really know what I am getting at but its just a rant. I dunno, is it just me or don't any other of you guys, even real Don Juans, get fed up with all this contrived bs that you have to pull and techniques that you have to memorize. It's like you have to make a choice and either be yourslef and get nothing, or be someone else and get laid.