Obsidian said:
would you really want to act gay just to pick up chicks?
It's not that I'm acting gay to get chicks, but some chicks think I am... They might think I'm gay because fashion interests me, I work out at the gym, I have very good hygene, I pay close attention to detail (I pay especially close attention to things pertaining to my appearance)... I just like to take care of myself, and the fat slobs that don't take care of themselves poke **** and say that the only reason women hang out with me is because they think I'm gay.
I've noticed that some of the best PUA's seem a bit on the fruity side for some reason. Look at Style. A self-proclaimed, "world's greatest pickup artist." When I first saw him on a TV interview, I instantly thought, "gay!"
I don't want to change my way of life to attract women, but instead make who I am work for me.
To be honest, my biggest problem with women is having the balls to make a move. Women are approaching me!! In my past I had such a low self-esteem that it's hard for me to envision that these women could actually be attracted to me!
I think that women sense my insecurity even though I put on a sometimes fake display of confidence. Actually a lot of women who have met me have told me that they never would have guessed I was insecure or shy. Many women tell me that when they first met me they thought I was stuck up or gave off a jerk vibe. Ugh.. I don't understand anymore!
While writing this, I'm more convinced than ever that I should start bettering myself even more and surrounding myself with more positive people who don't get jealous when I tell them about some girl that approached me and tell me **** like, "because you look like a pretty boy."