I haven't updated in a while, so this one is big.
Girls:
Despite what I said in my last update--even though I stand by it--this is going to be the biggest section. Firstly, I went to a small "party". I'm using this term loosely and almost depressingly, since it wasn't that at all. The backstory is my friend was invited but not given details, and we went not knowing what to expect. It was some little freshman girl's first party, so there weren't even ten people. She tried telling ghost stories
crackup
, then we basically just waited until it was over an hour later at midnight. She was there with her boyfriend and one friend (a girl) I knew. Both hit on me really hard before school started, so I knew I'd enjoy some attention while I was there. The host tried getting me to go to her bedroom, and even said "I'm sorry for calling you sexy" to me
while sitting on her boyfriend's lap. I left the other girl alone because my friend was trying to snag her, but she's important for the next story; let's refer to her as T. Anyway, the party was sh*t and we just went to his house and smoked.
Now onto part two. I add both girls on Snapchat at the end of the party. I initially tried getting Trin's (just for friendly purposes), but she had the other girl put it in and she ended up adding herself :crackup:. Anyway, Trin has been hitting me up daily since the party. It also turns out that we both enjoy cooking, giving her leverage for trying to get in my pants. Today, I woke up to her asking when we were going to cook together, and she tried getting me to hang out with her tonight. She finally gave up, but I was being very short with my answers and ignoring most of her questions. I'm quite frankly uninterested, though I do want her to teach me things about cooking; she's very good. If I don't keep her interested, she won't want to, but how do I make excuses when we're alone together like that?
I'm not lowering my standards for food.
I don't find either of the girls attractive, so I'm just going to wait until either an attractive girl comes along, or school starts. Since school starts in like three weeks, that's probably going to be what happens. I really do love leading girls on and I think it's building my attitude. It's a d*ck thing to do and it makes me a d*ck, but don't we all love the attention? :crackup:
IMO, It's more fun to hook up with girls than to lead them on.
Misc:
I smoked for the first time, and then a second time. I didn't guy high either time, and it's kind of bugging me. I hate that almost every person I know hypes it, and then I try it and don't even get anything. Maybe I'm getting high and I just don't like it. Idk. I'm just going to try it until I get high. When the numbers get high (while I don't), I'll give up.