that's the thing when I was in HS i was ever guy's friend. i kept guy friends. I had some success with females but it was basically whoever my 2 more popular friends didn't want but still, i wasn't doing bad by anymeans. i dated cheerleaders, girls from other schools, etc. but that's not what i wanted, i wanted the grade 1 *****es lol. i wanted the girls that everyone was scared to approach beucase they were so hot. and ****, i couldn't even keep the scraps i had.
the best way i can explain it is.. let's say 2 guys and i go out to a bar and I'm single and see some girls and they look over our way and i go chat them up and i get the numbers and by the end of the night I'm all over one of them and we are kissing and we go back to my place and have hot sex all night long and my 2 friends are pretneding to be too "interested" in the game to not make a play at the other girl so the next day when we are talking and we are talking about what we did lats night, they are telling me how they saw a cool movie and i am telling them how i got the best blow job ever lol. then they will say this dude thinks he is such hot **** when in reality, i'm not doing anything more than they are doing.. i'm just telling you what i did.. #getonmylevel bro. like if we are talking about cars.. i drive a nice ****ing car, that i earned.. you talk about your car i talk about mine, but if i talk about my car the same way you talk about your car i'm a showoff. again, #getonmylevel.
I mean, there are people who really are just *******s but alot of what people call ****yness is just that persons insecurity. alot of what you see is not talking down to people it's you being precieved to being talked down to if that makes sense. IF i see a friend of mine just, ****ing up with a woman and i say anything whatsoever about it I'm a jerk or mean. even though I know he's ****ing up. even though everyone on this forum would agree he's ****ing up. which s why i don't particularly care what (most) males think about me because they aren't supposed to like me lol. if we are sitting in a room full of hot *****es WTF are you suppose dto like me for lol? that's like saying two male lions who are ready to **** are supposed to go tot he water hole together before they bot thru to game the lioness who is in heat.
i remember when i first moved to San Diego/Del mar i met some track people lke i am and we were at del mar and after some races we got in a heated debate about dating, because i was going around hitting on everyone in sight and some dude tried to call me out on it, and i was like dude, **** you lol. i don't care if what you think i do is wrong or chauvinistic. and i got blasted by every guy in our group for being arrogant/etc.. and the women defended them. lol only for me to **** the brains out of the main girl arguing wtih me 2 weeks later which considering the girl was at worst a HB7 made the dudes hate me even more once word got out she had a thing for me and we were going at it.
that's how the real world work. she loved the fact that i had a backbone and made no bones about what i wanted. guys hate that about me.
for the omst part this is where i'm at now. just shake my head and laugh. help if asked but keep out otherwise.
