PokerJohn94
Don Juan
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Hi all. In the past few days I have ****ed up more than I like to admit. I live in 2 bedroom apartment with my friend and his gf. So there is this stunning girl who has commed from abroad for a wedding, and she has crashed at our apartment 2 times all ready. She has ended 4 year ltr. At first night we made out and she spent the night in my room. Alltoagh she was really horny, I failed to escalate and killed the mood. As later my friend said, she wanted for me to take her (DUH) not as she takes me. Major ****up. But don't worry - it gets worse.
When I got off work, I went to apartment. Bolth girls were there and did a little drinking. I was so embarrassed about how I ****ed up with her previous time, so I became silent. And stayed pretty passive and silent the whole night. So my friend ( player type of guy) flirted and danced with this girl a lot. And what did I do? Just stood by the wall and watch like a creep. Then the girls went to the bar. What did I do? Let her go. When she came back started the worst part.
We were in my bed because those two "did not have enough space" (thanks guys for trying to help me). I became from just an AFC to super needed AFC. We had dry conversation. Than I tried to kiss her (I don't know what was I thinking when I tought she would). Of course I got rejected. I tried few more times. Nothing. Than I started to act really stupid. I told that I liked her, how its hard for me to talk to her because she is so pretty, how it makes me feel so ****ty that I like her more, than she likes me (big mistake). So you get an idea. So weak I had becomed.
But the whole purpose of this post is, that she said something interesting after all this crap. I said something like "...you can tell me. Just consider me as a neutral person.." (At the time I had given up at all) and she said that she does not want to, and does not consider me as a neutral person. About the failed kissing attempts she something like we can do it next time when we meet,when I will not be so serious (the word she used does not translate but it means like giving too much ****s about the little stuff)
Do I still have a shot with this girl, or should I just take what's left of my ego and move on?
When I got off work, I went to apartment. Bolth girls were there and did a little drinking. I was so embarrassed about how I ****ed up with her previous time, so I became silent. And stayed pretty passive and silent the whole night. So my friend ( player type of guy) flirted and danced with this girl a lot. And what did I do? Just stood by the wall and watch like a creep. Then the girls went to the bar. What did I do? Let her go. When she came back started the worst part.
We were in my bed because those two "did not have enough space" (thanks guys for trying to help me). I became from just an AFC to super needed AFC. We had dry conversation. Than I tried to kiss her (I don't know what was I thinking when I tought she would). Of course I got rejected. I tried few more times. Nothing. Than I started to act really stupid. I told that I liked her, how its hard for me to talk to her because she is so pretty, how it makes me feel so ****ty that I like her more, than she likes me (big mistake). So you get an idea. So weak I had becomed.
But the whole purpose of this post is, that she said something interesting after all this crap. I said something like "...you can tell me. Just consider me as a neutral person.." (At the time I had given up at all) and she said that she does not want to, and does not consider me as a neutral person. About the failed kissing attempts she something like we can do it next time when we meet,when I will not be so serious (the word she used does not translate but it means like giving too much ****s about the little stuff)
Do I still have a shot with this girl, or should I just take what's left of my ego and move on?
