Okay, DJD.
With the first guy, we had been corresponding for a while on the internet. He lived in my town but did not put pressure on me to meet up with him. he waited until I was ready. before then, we had long conversations on the phone and emailed daily. Eventually, i felt comfortable enough to meet him in person. When we met, the chemistry was amazing. We talked for four hours straight, without deviating or eating or anything. We were very much into each other. He kept his distance the whole time, very much the gentleman. It got late and i began to fall asleep. He just sat next to me quietly for a while and eventually brought me a blanket. After a while he mustered the courage to touch me, which woke me up. he just lightly touched my shoulder. then he asked if he could kiss me. I said yes. We kissed for a long while, of course, I began to get excited, but I didn't tell him that. i could tell he wanted to say something to me, but felt a bit too shy about it, which made me more attracted to him. Finally after kissing some more he asked if he could taste me. I'm sorry fellas, I could not resist. So i let him take off my pants (I didn't wear underwear so it was easy). He seemed fascinated with my vagina, just looked at it and kissed it for a little while, which of course turned me on even more. Then he did what he wanted to do and I came within a few minutes (nine times total).
The second guy was much later on. He and i were just friends for a while. Then i finally agreed to go out with him on a date. He's a really sweet guy and had been telling me that he hadn't been with a woman in over four months. We spent a lot of time talking and laughing (we went to see a movie, then went to get drinks). All in all we spent seven hours together on our first date. While sitting in his car later on, he asked me for a hug and I gave him one. Then he started to kiss me. I was nervous about it, but I still enjoyed it. After kissing for a while he just reached down and put his hands inside my pants. Once he felt how wet I was, he unzipped them and laid me down and went for it. I came within minutes that time too! (five times total).
Right now, I'm in the process of sexual discovery. i want to explore my sexuality without crossing the line and becoming a blown out slut. So, I've had sex, but my numbers are still quite low. I let both of these guys give me oral pleasure because I trusted them as respectable human beings. And I felt that they respected me and behaved like gentlemen. i don't know, i just felt safe, which rarely happens with me.
Does this help? If not, I'd be happy to explore this some more if you have any more questions.
SB
