powpow
Senior Don Juan
So my brothers, I find myself in a predicament.
I am going back to japan for winter vacation for 3 weeks.
On one hand I have a girl that I have loved since I met her. My love for her is deep and passionate. her image haunts my dreams, even not seeing her for over a year. We loved each other passionately until I chose to come back to the states, and then she decided she could never live here, and we dissolved. I have been in contact with her recently via letters. She is a perfect match for me, more than the many many women I have unfortunately dirtied myself with during my time as a host and then just gaming in general.
I am sure I could convince her this winter break to give it another shot, or probably just put my seed in her and make that happen. (I know, radical, whatever, I'm ****ing bipolar and my tiger blood is full of hemoglobins)
on the other hand, while spinning plates as all good don juans should do, I have a girl who used to be a **** friend a couple of years ago. she lives in a city not too far away from where I will be, and invited me to a retreat up in the hot spring mountains, her and her girlfriends are going on. she invited me to be the only guy there, and the sexual gratification for all of her friends for the week. they are all hb7 and up, with the mean, median, and mode being about 8.5.
this is always my ****in problem. choose love or choose crazy erotic **** and put love to the back burner.
you will say to me, powpow, if it was love, you would ditch the orgy and go to the girl you love.
then I would tell you, bro, seriously, what kind of homo wouldnt want to bang hot thai chicks for a week? also they can cook and give massages.
dilemma dilemma. which would you choose?
I am going back to japan for winter vacation for 3 weeks.
On one hand I have a girl that I have loved since I met her. My love for her is deep and passionate. her image haunts my dreams, even not seeing her for over a year. We loved each other passionately until I chose to come back to the states, and then she decided she could never live here, and we dissolved. I have been in contact with her recently via letters. She is a perfect match for me, more than the many many women I have unfortunately dirtied myself with during my time as a host and then just gaming in general.
I am sure I could convince her this winter break to give it another shot, or probably just put my seed in her and make that happen. (I know, radical, whatever, I'm ****ing bipolar and my tiger blood is full of hemoglobins)
on the other hand, while spinning plates as all good don juans should do, I have a girl who used to be a **** friend a couple of years ago. she lives in a city not too far away from where I will be, and invited me to a retreat up in the hot spring mountains, her and her girlfriends are going on. she invited me to be the only guy there, and the sexual gratification for all of her friends for the week. they are all hb7 and up, with the mean, median, and mode being about 8.5.
this is always my ****in problem. choose love or choose crazy erotic **** and put love to the back burner.
you will say to me, powpow, if it was love, you would ditch the orgy and go to the girl you love.
then I would tell you, bro, seriously, what kind of homo wouldnt want to bang hot thai chicks for a week? also they can cook and give massages.
dilemma dilemma. which would you choose?