backbreaker said:
god yes. it changed my life.
if you saw how detailed my to do list is, you would laugh, but i know myself if it's not that detailed I will sit outside with my dogs all day or spend all day at the horse track.. which is fun and somewhat productive but I am neglecting everything else. I had a woman one day at my door for 30 mintues because I forgot I had a date and wasn't home. that's how forgetful i can be.
I understand how u feel, cuz I've been diagnosed with ADD as well LOL. I'm sure many of you will say "oh you're making it up" but for real I have ADD I've even read a book on it which detailed every single symptom and I was amazed at how they had me down to a tee.
For all those interested, tonight was my first night out since being diagnosed with this 'disorder'. As another person mentioned, i think a more appropriate term is 'condition' since I believe this whole thing has manifested from a traumatic event that happened 6-7 months ago...and spiraled into a general social anxiety problem.
Anyways, I was a little nervous because now I knew that I had anxiety troubles. But at the same time knowing that I would have to work through this made it easier for some reason. Of course I was not my old self in terms of anxiety levels...but I tried to keep my stressors to a minimum and the night was great. Only for a couple brief periods did I feel nauseous and it was not a big deal at all I could handle it. It's only when I have that throw up feeling for like 30 minutes straight when it becomes a problem.
So yea...definitely still have anxiety issues but having knowledge of the problem made things much better and I had a very good night overall
I'm still gonna see a therapist about this...but at least in the meantime I can cope with these issues. And to think I was gonna take addicting medication...