StevenR-said: I decided(okay, chickened out) to ask her next time since I knew she had to get up early, but after we were done making out she came back to make sure I knew how to find my way back okay(we were by our cars), and we started making out again.I thought maybe she wanted something more and did ask her if she wanted to get a movie. She said tonight wouldn't be a good night, and we kissed goodbye.
Dude, I think she did want something more but you asked if she did instead of taking her. She wanted passion but you asked for permission which spoiled the recipe(that day). No big deal, she is still hanging around for a banging. She already knows that you are trying to get the "honey" because you all are "dating" or "seeing each other", so stop worrying and plotting about it, and just take her.
You need to get this "why would she want me?" question out of your head, because you will eventually project that thought onto her and she will ask herself the same and be long gone before you know it.
Money should be no issue for you at this stage as someone said. If she doesn't want to be with you because you do not have the minimum balance required in your account, you are better off without her now, later, and in the future and she is in fact doing you a favor by exiting your life.
Don't worry about the Alpha/Beta/Omega labels right now. It doesn't apply to your current situation and you are using it as a crutch/ causing or maybe predicting your own self-fulfilling prophecy that she will move on.
This is your life man. The only person whose label should matter to you is your own so stop defining yourself as unimportant. If you continue to do this, she will pick up on it. You are the STAR in your own life tale, now start acting like it. Let her be the leading lady in the next raunchy sex scene in your tale.