I figured I would go ahead & admit it now. I'm a junkie. After a year a 4 months of being back in the game...I'm finally back to square 1. I'm addicted to spinning plates.
Now, to me a plate is only a plate after I've hit the pvss. So, I have 2 plates...but I have 7 more potentials (that have been PERSUING ME...for over 2 weeks minimum)...and it's getting a little stressful.
The stress comes into play of me when it's time for the weekend...like now! Sh1t man...I have a business to run & I get 6 requests for "What are you doing this weekend?" It's all starting to pile up. I have 2 more who want me to hit the pvss...and that will put me at 4...which is just becoming unmanagable.
I'm secretly hope something goes wrong so that some will drops. But, I'm secretly addicted to stringing along. I feel like a cartoon character twisting his handle-bar mustache cackling...saying "It's working!"
I just want to fvck them all...yes...the remaining 7...I can't help it. And the 2 that I have...are SO fun to fvck.
And, I can't even consider picking another woman up & adding her to the team...but at the same time, when I'm out shopping...I find myself day gaming ... collecting numbers.
How many of you guys can feel this?
Now, to me a plate is only a plate after I've hit the pvss. So, I have 2 plates...but I have 7 more potentials (that have been PERSUING ME...for over 2 weeks minimum)...and it's getting a little stressful.
The stress comes into play of me when it's time for the weekend...like now! Sh1t man...I have a business to run & I get 6 requests for "What are you doing this weekend?" It's all starting to pile up. I have 2 more who want me to hit the pvss...and that will put me at 4...which is just becoming unmanagable.
I'm secretly hope something goes wrong so that some will drops. But, I'm secretly addicted to stringing along. I feel like a cartoon character twisting his handle-bar mustache cackling...saying "It's working!"
I just want to fvck them all...yes...the remaining 7...I can't help it. And the 2 that I have...are SO fun to fvck.
And, I can't even consider picking another woman up & adding her to the team...but at the same time, when I'm out shopping...I find myself day gaming ... collecting numbers.
How many of you guys can feel this?