269 02-17-08
Some exciting things have happened since my last post...
-Iv gotten a promotion at my volunteer position @ the hospital.
-I have made some progress growing as a person and realized some things.
-I feel good about yesterday, today and days yet to come.
-Also learned that Valentines day is probably the best day to go to a bar to meet signal ladies.
-I actually have some free time today to write a proper FR. I’ll include as much details as I can on my process and were my mind is at.
Friday night I was suppose to go on a date with a chick that I had number closed. It was a solid close and there was a lot of buying signals. So I Text her and tell that were gonna go smoke, at 9 at my favorite Hookah bar. She’s cool with it tell me that a one of her home girls are gonna join us. I'm cool with it cause one of boys who is a good wing said he will come in case of the **** block.
Any way she flakes at the last minute, I was pissed... My buddy still wanted to go the hookah bar.. I was not feeling it my confidence was totally off. But since we were already on our way there I decided to concede and go. When we got there was not a lot of cuties in there… so we started to play cards… we were about to leave when the HB 9, HB6 and HB 8 walks in… my buddy looks at me and we decide to stay.
I tried to get the balls to go open them, but for some reason I was kept getting approach anxiety. ( I haven’t had an attack of approach anxiety like that for very long time.) My buddy is sitting there laughing at me, telling me how much of puss I am, (I certainly deserved it and would expect nothing less from a true friend.) I walk in to the bathroom, wash my face with cold water. Look at my reflection in the mirror, and starts talking to myself (kind of weird, but that’s how I roll).
“Damn You are so smoking, You have so much going for you, You have charisma, you look so good all the time in gym is paying off, you are a magnet, People love you because you are a good person and you love people, You have so much confidence that its palpable”
When I Leave the bath room I feel totally relaxed… as I going back to the table to join my friend I see a three set, I don’t even think.
-wow you guys look really board. (Smiling of course)
* The all laugh together
-I give the best looking one a wink and extend my hand and she shakes it and tells me her name. I do the same to the other girls, they are all giggles. At this point I could of easily pulled these ladies. But I could only think of about the three set that I was too pvssy to approach. I eject telling the girls how nice it was to meet them.
When I get back to my table, my buddy is talking to some ladies at the table next to ours… I sit directly across from the three set and see the HB9 looking up, I immediately catch her eyes (damn this girl has some balls, cause she doesn’t brake eye contact.) I do a amused kind of smile, and get up with out braking eye contact. Surprised by my suddenly getting up she brakes it, and looks away for a second and looks back up at me. (I’m still looking at her), as I get closer I give her a smile.
-Hi
*Hey (bewildered)
-What your names? (Get each of their names)
*And yours
-It doesn’t matter right now, Listen… I just came here to talk to you and get your names cause I wasn’t feeling very confident a couple of minutes ago and I don’t like that feeling… but now that I got my balls back ill talk to you guys latter, thanks Laura for helping me get my ball back. (totally serious face)
Walk back to my seat…..
Me and buddy and his new friends start playing cards … Laura and her friends move a couch near us and directed in front of where I’m sitting. They take of their jackets and starts playing cards too. (How do you spell, she wants me ****?)
About 30 minutes into our game, Jennifer ( one of the girls my buddy opened) tells me that Laura is burning a hole trough me… I look up and she’s looking right at me. ( Damn how audacious of her =)
(I look at her and, do a silly face and she laughs)
TO BE CONTINUED…….. (this story gets better.. ill finish it after I get back)
I saw at least 3 different guys approaching this girl after I did, including one of the owners of the bar.. he even gave her a flower with his number on, it..
though I goto the upscale NYC clubs,where you see fancy ass biatches, are you at least 21 ?
