There was this one girl I really liked. Not just sexually attracted to. I really actually did like her.. a lot, but I was afc about things and I killed my chances with my imperfections. She used me like an emotional tampon, and I let her... It was my mistake. Anyways, this happened about 2 weeks ago, and I've gotten over her. I've moved on with my life, you know, the whole "nowhere to go but forward" cliche. It feels good, it still does, and she can't ruin that. I feel great.. She should too, she's about to start dating a ****head, so good for her. That's how it typically is in reality. The douche gets the girl
So this past friday i hung out with some friends, and she was there, although I didn't speak to her, and she didn't speak to me until we got in the car... I ended up having to sit next to her, and I talked to her, but it wasn't anything big. Just friendly talk. School starts back on monday and we don't talk until today. So last I talked to her was friday
Today i randomly get a text saying, "Ok jokerlsk, tell me the truth.. I'm not stupid."
I said, "What are you talking about?"
She said, "Why don't you talk to me anymore... Why do you hate me?"
I said, "I don't hate you"
and she said, "Then what's wrong... and stop lying to me."
I said, "Nothings wrong. I'm fine. I feel really good actually."
and she said, "You're lying... just tell me the truth.."
and i said, "I'm not lying. There's nothing for me to tell you."
and she said, "Promise me then."
and i said, "Why does that even matter?"
and she said, "Because i miss you as a friend and you're acting weird. Your like not even my friend anymore and you can't even promise me... Please jokerlsk."
and i said, "I'm acting weird because i don't go out of my way to talk to you anymore? You're making it out like it's me not talking to you. You could talk to me if you missed me that much. I'm perfectly fine regardless."
and she said, "I know somethings wrong so stop trying to convince me there's not. Just tell me."
and i said, "Nothings wrong. Don't worry about me."
and she said, "Then why are you acting like this towards me?"
and i said, "Acting like what?"
She said, "you act like we aren't even friends anymore.!"
I said, "No i don't."
and she said, "Ok whatever. Since you won't tell me... I guess we'll just continue not talking or whatever.. Bye ttyl."
and i said, "fine by me."
and she said, "Omg jokerlsk, what the heck!"
and i said, "I thought we weren't talking anymore."
and she said, "Whatever."
and i said, "You say taht now."
she didn't respond.
My best friend then texts me saying, "Omg dude, she keeps texting me about you. Wtf?"
and i said, "What's she saying?"
and he said, "She said that every time she tries to talk to you, you ignore her."
Ironically, she's never once tried to talk to me the past week. ***** needs to stop lying to victimize herself.
My friend told me she won't stop asking him what's wrong with me, and obviously, nothign is wrong with me. She should probably take a hint and find a new emotional tampon. **** her.
That's my rant. Sorry
So this past friday i hung out with some friends, and she was there, although I didn't speak to her, and she didn't speak to me until we got in the car... I ended up having to sit next to her, and I talked to her, but it wasn't anything big. Just friendly talk. School starts back on monday and we don't talk until today. So last I talked to her was friday
Today i randomly get a text saying, "Ok jokerlsk, tell me the truth.. I'm not stupid."
I said, "What are you talking about?"
She said, "Why don't you talk to me anymore... Why do you hate me?"
I said, "I don't hate you"
and she said, "Then what's wrong... and stop lying to me."
I said, "Nothings wrong. I'm fine. I feel really good actually."
and she said, "You're lying... just tell me the truth.."
and i said, "I'm not lying. There's nothing for me to tell you."
and she said, "Promise me then."
and i said, "Why does that even matter?"
and she said, "Because i miss you as a friend and you're acting weird. Your like not even my friend anymore and you can't even promise me... Please jokerlsk."
and i said, "I'm acting weird because i don't go out of my way to talk to you anymore? You're making it out like it's me not talking to you. You could talk to me if you missed me that much. I'm perfectly fine regardless."
and she said, "I know somethings wrong so stop trying to convince me there's not. Just tell me."
and i said, "Nothings wrong. Don't worry about me."
and she said, "Then why are you acting like this towards me?"
and i said, "Acting like what?"
She said, "you act like we aren't even friends anymore.!"
I said, "No i don't."
and she said, "Ok whatever. Since you won't tell me... I guess we'll just continue not talking or whatever.. Bye ttyl."
and i said, "fine by me."
and she said, "Omg jokerlsk, what the heck!"
and i said, "I thought we weren't talking anymore."
and she said, "Whatever."
and i said, "You say taht now."
she didn't respond.
My best friend then texts me saying, "Omg dude, she keeps texting me about you. Wtf?"
and i said, "What's she saying?"
and he said, "She said that every time she tries to talk to you, you ignore her."
Ironically, she's never once tried to talk to me the past week. ***** needs to stop lying to victimize herself.
My friend told me she won't stop asking him what's wrong with me, and obviously, nothign is wrong with me. She should probably take a hint and find a new emotional tampon. **** her.
That's my rant. Sorry
