Alright guys, i have decided to finally do it, focus 110% of my time on pick up, even in front of college.
Right now i'm 18 years old; and i am considered a "senior" in high school...but i also attend college courses at a local community college (program called running start) as well as 2 classes at my high school. I have always been a mostly A student (except recently getting a B in calculus...but thats a different story)
So, as far as that loop goes, i am in the middle. (the loop for school level)
The last time i had a girlfriend was when i was 13 years old. The last time i had any action (including a kiss) was in 8th grade. That was the peak of my girl getting career.
Now that i'm almost done with my high school life; i want to have a senior year that is memorable on all aspects. I want to go to homecoming with a date; dance with her at the dance; and then get down with her at the afterparty... JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE. (Doesn't even need to be sex)
I want to be able to go out and start sarging on any girls i see at a mall, sporting event, or any other public gathering without fear of rejection and immense amounts of anxiety (leading up to an anxiety attack.
I want to be able to select girls based on my needs; not on the ones that are available or left over.
As far as peer friends goes; i am somewhat in with the popular crowd that is a bit younger than me (most of them 16 and 17; but i have a few 18-19 year old friends as well, mind you i JUST turned 18) and they are always getting laid and it really bugs me. Not all of these kids have a driver's license; and i think i have done good at weeding out the ones that were using me for a ride, but sometimes i wonder.
I have read the don juan bible, mystery method, and the game. I have attempted to apply these to girls that are available to me in class; and i have only succeeded in getting LJBF'd and used as a ****ing emotional tampon (forgive my language, but i am done with this bs)
I am a short person, only 5'5" and i weigh about 140 lbs (somewhat bodybuilder, i have participated in weightlifting competitions) and i do NOT play sports like football, basketball, or baseball nor do i intend to.
The clothes i wear are mainly pua type clothes that i get from the bon (fun colors, designs, etc) for peacocking... but i can also conform to the athletic look if it will assist me (and i can actually pull it off)
Here is a picture of me (forgive the bad quality; its off my laptop
currently no i do not have any hair gel in, but i usually wear some. Any suggestions for improvement?
Another few tidbits i thought i would throw in: I have suffered from anxiety disorders in the past (which were medicated with short term medicines like xanax and valium) as well as i have been diagnosed with depression (which was treated with drugs like prozac and lexapro ((i tried both)) ) I am no longer on the medicines (as i asked my physician to ween off both) by my own choice (yes done under doctor supervision)
People seem to refer to me as "Just Joe" which i have gotten from the girls that have LJBF'd me in the past when i had asked them for help on getting hooked up with someone (not sex; just a case where i can have some connection beyond friendship)
I tried to make a journal at the beginning of last year for a new years resolution; but that soon fell through.
I really need help here guys, and i am willing to do anything to get it. My victory day is obviously when i lose my virginity; but i will be extremely happy just starting to see some results. I want to create memorable connections with people; and have a more fulfilling social life rather than be known as the nerd in the corner.
So i ask you, respected members of the pick up community for your help, what can i do to improve myself? I am willing to TRY ANYTHING. (Yes; anything, it seriously can't get any worse for me now)
CLIFFNOTES:
I'm a short smart kid that hasnt gotten with a girl since 8th grade and i'm a senior now. Please help (NOTE i also go to community college)
I hope to soon come back to you with a post of gratitude expressing my victory day.
Right now i'm 18 years old; and i am considered a "senior" in high school...but i also attend college courses at a local community college (program called running start) as well as 2 classes at my high school. I have always been a mostly A student (except recently getting a B in calculus...but thats a different story)
So, as far as that loop goes, i am in the middle. (the loop for school level)
The last time i had a girlfriend was when i was 13 years old. The last time i had any action (including a kiss) was in 8th grade. That was the peak of my girl getting career.
Now that i'm almost done with my high school life; i want to have a senior year that is memorable on all aspects. I want to go to homecoming with a date; dance with her at the dance; and then get down with her at the afterparty... JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE. (Doesn't even need to be sex)
I want to be able to go out and start sarging on any girls i see at a mall, sporting event, or any other public gathering without fear of rejection and immense amounts of anxiety (leading up to an anxiety attack.
I want to be able to select girls based on my needs; not on the ones that are available or left over.
As far as peer friends goes; i am somewhat in with the popular crowd that is a bit younger than me (most of them 16 and 17; but i have a few 18-19 year old friends as well, mind you i JUST turned 18) and they are always getting laid and it really bugs me. Not all of these kids have a driver's license; and i think i have done good at weeding out the ones that were using me for a ride, but sometimes i wonder.
I have read the don juan bible, mystery method, and the game. I have attempted to apply these to girls that are available to me in class; and i have only succeeded in getting LJBF'd and used as a ****ing emotional tampon (forgive my language, but i am done with this bs)
I am a short person, only 5'5" and i weigh about 140 lbs (somewhat bodybuilder, i have participated in weightlifting competitions) and i do NOT play sports like football, basketball, or baseball nor do i intend to.
The clothes i wear are mainly pua type clothes that i get from the bon (fun colors, designs, etc) for peacocking... but i can also conform to the athletic look if it will assist me (and i can actually pull it off)
Here is a picture of me (forgive the bad quality; its off my laptop
currently no i do not have any hair gel in, but i usually wear some. Any suggestions for improvement?Another few tidbits i thought i would throw in: I have suffered from anxiety disorders in the past (which were medicated with short term medicines like xanax and valium) as well as i have been diagnosed with depression (which was treated with drugs like prozac and lexapro ((i tried both)) ) I am no longer on the medicines (as i asked my physician to ween off both) by my own choice (yes done under doctor supervision)
People seem to refer to me as "Just Joe" which i have gotten from the girls that have LJBF'd me in the past when i had asked them for help on getting hooked up with someone (not sex; just a case where i can have some connection beyond friendship)
I tried to make a journal at the beginning of last year for a new years resolution; but that soon fell through.
I really need help here guys, and i am willing to do anything to get it. My victory day is obviously when i lose my virginity; but i will be extremely happy just starting to see some results. I want to create memorable connections with people; and have a more fulfilling social life rather than be known as the nerd in the corner.
So i ask you, respected members of the pick up community for your help, what can i do to improve myself? I am willing to TRY ANYTHING. (Yes; anything, it seriously can't get any worse for me now)
CLIFFNOTES:
I'm a short smart kid that hasnt gotten with a girl since 8th grade and i'm a senior now. Please help (NOTE i also go to community college)
I hope to soon come back to you with a post of gratitude expressing my victory day.
, it was really hard to ween off the valium especially. However, now that i have been off them for a while, it seems like my game is going the wrong direction... which is why im desperate for help.
