Contemplating suicide

[bmjc]

Im 19 years old. Im an emotional guy which is a blessing and a curse. Girls like it because im a "badass with feelings too", but for or me.. its unbearable. I was with this girl for 5 years. Im 19, you do the math. She was always high maintenence. that didnt matter because I had the time and money. Which she was never really into anyway. She left me for another guy 2 weeks ago. It kills me. everyday i wake up. And see no point in getting out of bed. I made the mistake of loosing all my friends for her. now i have noone. im all alone. what good is a fararri and a 500,000 house if i cant take being without her and i have no friends to talk to? i dont want to die. i dont want to hurt anymore. I made this mistake myself. and i ****ed up evrything so bad. I know there are other girls out there, which i dont want. But there is nothing to fight for anymore. Im so miserable. i havent slept in 4 days, because the nyquil just wont stay down. I need some serious advice. I dont want to hear about how i need to toughen the **** up. or theres more "fish" out there. I dont know what to do right now. anything is fine. please.. no haters
thanx

 

[Francisco d'Anconia]

Talk to your parents and get professional help.

 

[KontrollerX]

You two met when you were both 14?

 

[Ken785]

dude..i read it halfway through....TROLL!!!

 

[Ken785]

if youre serious, im sorry. but this souns like a troll job...you got 5 posts and youre posting sh!t like this...the MODS should all all posts like this from new members...either that or make a special troll forum for you guys!!

 

[bmjc]

What is a troll? and yes im comepletely serious.

 

[Ken785]

means you go around posting stupid stuff just to get things out of people...you know how many posts we get from new people about suicide and stuff???? a lot.

 

[bmjc]

means you go around posting stupid stuff just to get things out of people...you know how many posts we get from new people about suicide and stuff???? a lot.

Well ive never seen one anything like this at all. I just need some advice. bad. and if your gonna be ignorant then stop ****ing posting. no offense.

 

[bmjc]

means you go around posting stupid stuff just to get things out of people...you know how many posts we get from new people about suicide and stuff???? a lot.

Well ive never seen one anything like this at all. I just need some advice. bad. and if your gonna be ignorant then stop ****ing posting. no offense, but i wouldnt make myslef look like a ***** for no reason.

 

[gherald]

Get professional advice.

 

[bmjc]

KEN785.. could you send me links to the other convos like mine or tell me what to search for. im assumin youve been here for a while for how many posts oyuve done. I should have just done a search in the first place. my ego is crushed and needed to vent. thanx

 

[DonJuan11]

Cry and cry and cry. Be depressed and cry some more.

Obsess about her all the time, don't get out of bed, phone her and cry to her on the phone. That will help, promise

 

[int3l]

Okay, i might be wrong but the whole, i'm 19 and drive/own a fararri + 500k house kind of made me think or this as a troll post- but that might be cause again, stereotypically, trolls make large claims.

If you are serious, get some professional help like the guys have mentioned. Also, read some books.

 

[Master Bates]

If you had a Ferrari, you'd know how to spell it, jackass. Shut the f*ck up.

 

[Maxtro]

Im 19 years old. Im an emotional guy which is a blessing and a curse. Girls like it because im a "badass with feelings too", but for or me.. its unbearable. I was with this girl for 5 years. Im 19, you do the math. She was always high maintenence. that didnt matter because I had the time and money. Which she was never really into anyway. She left me for another guy 2 weeks ago. It kills me. everyday i wake up. And see no point in getting out of bed. I made the mistake of loosing all my friends for her. now i have noone. im all alone. what good is a fararri and a 500,000 house if i cant take being without her and i have no friends to talk to? i dont want to die. i dont want to hurt anymore. I made this mistake myself. and i ****ed up evrything so bad. I know there are other girls out there, which i dont want. But there is nothing to fight for anymore. Im so miserable. i havent slept in 4 days, because the nyquil just wont stay down. I need some serious advice. I dont want to hear about how i need to toughen the **** up. or theres more "fish" out there. I dont know what to do right now. anything is fine. please.. no haters
thanx

Can I have your car? You won't need it.

 

[TonyWongButOhSoRite]

How do you have a Ferrari and a 500,000 dollar house at you're age? You're ether a troll or daddys keeping you going. Ether way you're an idiot. Fcuk outta here. You're negativity is fcuking up my chi ya dig.

 

[Jerry Maguire]

Pix or it didn't happen.

 

[j0n024]

lol funny that is true..if you have a "Whinning" car (inside joke) then girl's should be all over you shouldnt they? But if this is true .....umm look at where you are this site I mean..just read a bootcamp and get back out there bro... I mean this whole site is about becoming a DJ and you come in here and cry over 1 girl.... relax tell yourself it's still gonna be sunny in the morning and get back on with your life....MAKE HER regret her decesion! Make her see your better then ever and that you have sooooo much more then what that guy she left you for has to offer! Then when she tries to get back with her DESTROY her ego and confidence DONT get back with her tell her to dump her BF and youll think about it when she does just say NO itll make her feel like you did back then. Good luck and suicide is a chump's way to win.

 

[navyseal2101]

Dude, with the amount of soldiers dying to keep you safe, you better not commit suicide. Put things into perspective, 1 person dosent like you so you want to end it. Thats alot of control she has over you, and dude, you dont need her. Go swing around in your ferrari to a social place and meet people. You cant quit a fight without fighting first. At least try to meet new people first and be optimistic, whats the worst that could come of that?

 

[D!ck Ramsey]

There is nothing you can really do. Time is the only thing that will heal your wounds. Years from now you will wonder why you were such a wimp over this chick.

Just hang in there and ride it out like a man.