Well ive been with my girlfriend for nearly 4 months, she was in long term relationship for 2 years prior- she had been friends with my sis for long time but i never took much notice of her as i hardly seen her. My sis told me she had been unhappy with her lad for some time, wanted to finish him for ages, but every time she did he told her he would kill himself etc, and was very possesive etc.
She ended it with him as she had fancied me for long time but i never was interested. Ive been told by her and my sis and her mates she has never cheated before, but something was different about me.... so we ended up together after she finished her lad properly.
The thing is since we have been together (she is 19 nearly 20 and i am 25 nealry 26, her mam had afair behind her dads back from what she new about from when she was 13 onwatds so she has mattured alot) for nearly 4 months and in this time we have spent every spare second together, she would come home from work early to see me when i was off etc. and we stay at each others houses every night. According to her friends she has never been like this with a lad before... so she is properly into me and tells me she loves me all the time etc, and does everything for me, even little things like, having glass of juice on my side of her bed and hot water bottle in my side before i get there, just little things.
SO............. usually i end it with girls after 4 months, dunno why, i just do... but she is different.. or oh i hope! its just that in last month i have been finding anything to let my mind wonder, to think of things that arent there and let her past get to me, and her ex and even stupid things... my friends and even sister say she is border line obbsessed with me... but i still get paranoid alot of the time.. she says the nicest sweetest things- but she is very deep.. she bottles everything up and tells me nothing when she is upset.. she also doesnt like me going out of house when im off, not in crazy way.. she just always says "why dont u just stay in and lie in bed and dont bother going out till u see me" she always wants to know who's ringin me, who's txtn me, who am txtn and lots of other things.. i think this is sweet... but shows no trust on her behalf.. and i feel if she dont trust me then she will cheat on me because she thinks "if he is doing it i might as well"...
Sorry ive wrote so much... i just dunno if im feeling like this becasue A. i dont wanna gte hurt. B. I dont wanna hurt her C. I dont want anyone else to have her.
cheers.
She ended it with him as she had fancied me for long time but i never was interested. Ive been told by her and my sis and her mates she has never cheated before, but something was different about me.... so we ended up together after she finished her lad properly.
The thing is since we have been together (she is 19 nearly 20 and i am 25 nealry 26, her mam had afair behind her dads back from what she new about from when she was 13 onwatds so she has mattured alot) for nearly 4 months and in this time we have spent every spare second together, she would come home from work early to see me when i was off etc. and we stay at each others houses every night. According to her friends she has never been like this with a lad before... so she is properly into me and tells me she loves me all the time etc, and does everything for me, even little things like, having glass of juice on my side of her bed and hot water bottle in my side before i get there, just little things.
SO............. usually i end it with girls after 4 months, dunno why, i just do... but she is different.. or oh i hope! its just that in last month i have been finding anything to let my mind wonder, to think of things that arent there and let her past get to me, and her ex and even stupid things... my friends and even sister say she is border line obbsessed with me... but i still get paranoid alot of the time.. she says the nicest sweetest things- but she is very deep.. she bottles everything up and tells me nothing when she is upset.. she also doesnt like me going out of house when im off, not in crazy way.. she just always says "why dont u just stay in and lie in bed and dont bother going out till u see me" she always wants to know who's ringin me, who's txtn me, who am txtn and lots of other things.. i think this is sweet... but shows no trust on her behalf.. and i feel if she dont trust me then she will cheat on me because she thinks "if he is doing it i might as well"...
Sorry ive wrote so much... i just dunno if im feeling like this becasue A. i dont wanna gte hurt. B. I dont wanna hurt her C. I dont want anyone else to have her.
cheers.