r_j_goebel
Don Juan
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- Oct 7, 2005
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Hola,
No inhibitions here. First things first- this is my first post. And all of you self-righteous 'players' out there, pass over this one. I'm here to confess. I'm a bleeping pansy when it comes to girls, confrontation, and negotiation of any sort. I freak people out, because I'm 6'6, 200lbs, in good shape and they expect me to command situations. I must look like a leader but so far I'm not really cut out for it mentally. That will change. I let crap get to me, I worry about what other people think all the time, and I can't just relax sometimes... It sucks..
As far as girls, I'm just plain not that good with them. I have got to relax and grow some balls. A couple of times girls literally had to drop so many hints that they wanted to jump my bones that I didn't even realize it until you're actually doing something. I am barely not a virgin, which is ridiculous considering what I look like and what I've got going for me career wise. It's sickening. I have decided on a few things - first of all, I need discipline, but at the same time I need to chill the hell out. I am starting some serious Navy Seal training next Monday and that's going to be shock therapy to my psyche. After killing myself I am going to go out in a social place and talk to girls. All night. I am going to tell some girls how much I want to make love to them. Not to screw them, but really just to start growing up and realizing that people screw each other. I come from a sheltered house...... I wish a giant hand would just come in to my life and give me a giant B#tch slap. Lay it on, folks. And I don't want any comments from people that don't respect women. Sure, they're hot, but they should never be notches or things you 'conquer'.. Or maybe that thinking needs some updating.. Nah Christianity is kicking in. Respect women, people.
No inhibitions here. First things first- this is my first post. And all of you self-righteous 'players' out there, pass over this one. I'm here to confess. I'm a bleeping pansy when it comes to girls, confrontation, and negotiation of any sort. I freak people out, because I'm 6'6, 200lbs, in good shape and they expect me to command situations. I must look like a leader but so far I'm not really cut out for it mentally. That will change. I let crap get to me, I worry about what other people think all the time, and I can't just relax sometimes... It sucks..
As far as girls, I'm just plain not that good with them. I have got to relax and grow some balls. A couple of times girls literally had to drop so many hints that they wanted to jump my bones that I didn't even realize it until you're actually doing something. I am barely not a virgin, which is ridiculous considering what I look like and what I've got going for me career wise. It's sickening. I have decided on a few things - first of all, I need discipline, but at the same time I need to chill the hell out. I am starting some serious Navy Seal training next Monday and that's going to be shock therapy to my psyche. After killing myself I am going to go out in a social place and talk to girls. All night. I am going to tell some girls how much I want to make love to them. Not to screw them, but really just to start growing up and realizing that people screw each other. I come from a sheltered house...... I wish a giant hand would just come in to my life and give me a giant B#tch slap. Lay it on, folks. And I don't want any comments from people that don't respect women. Sure, they're hot, but they should never be notches or things you 'conquer'.. Or maybe that thinking needs some updating.. Nah Christianity is kicking in. Respect women, people.
