Nick mate, the process of DJ, pickup, playboy (thereafter) is a by product of self-awareness. Unplugging from the matrix. Taking the red pill is a natural way to transcend but, as is the case for being forged in the fire.
I am truly disgusted by western women, cratered SMV, single moms, victimhood, and most (if not all) married women. The probability of cratered SMV is empowering lulz seemingly is the mindset of all Western women and when the wall hits or as the epiphany phase kicks off, playboy stops calling, its then hee hedging her bet. She cannot compete for alpha and playboy nor optomise her ****ty hypergamy so, you need to man up. She found God. Isn't in the mood and raise her bastard children.
Enjoy the decline. Watch sone goggins motivation and read his book. Its fire. Learn to enjoy the demise, suffering, rejection, flaking, pulling, ghosting, skull ****ing, nutting on her face, and going out to get more girls. The alternative is phaggotry playing house with cratered SMV.
Adopt bachelor lifestyle. Acknowledge your freedom as a single man. Have choice. Pull girls but moreover, have a life. Travel. Get some world experience. Explore consciousness. Seek self knowledge. Be the strongest version of yourself. The benchmark is self actualization.
No bigger obstacle then your bitter self. You will sepf sabotage and it will bleed into other areas of your life. Its why rsd Tyler and others recommended meditation. I smoke dmt. I do ayahuasca. I trip ****ing balls. Its a reset. Read the yoga sutras.
Allocate time wisely. I'm not saying a lot of women don't suck. I am saying bitterness eill suffocate you.