ScottMustaine
Master Don Juan
Let me put it this way. When I got to this site, I never had a girlfriend. I learned and applied, so far I've been with 12 girls.
And all have been crazy, showing BPD signs and cheaters.
My last girlfriend I am now with. She shown epic amount of personallity. You know, nice girl, proper culture, everything nice. Then she started opening and I learn about her.
Her father abandoned her, hates her father.
Her ex boyfriends were all 5-7 years older than her ( she's 16.)
She's bisexual
She has mood swings
Her IL goes from sky high, to ocean deep.
Her ex boyfriends would pump and dump her, one was so opsessed about her cheating that he was waiting for her to go out to school so he would slap her.
First time I met her, we made out for 3 dates, her IL was HIGH and bang she disappeared. Explaining later how she thought I'd use her.
So 3 months later I contact her out of boredom ( really i was bored) and started chatting with her.
She started opening how she is suicidal and depressive and I try to explain her I had simmilar things. (Fear of doing something you don't want to )
She thanks me for that and calls me out next day.
We go out, she hugs me, goes all over kissing on the cheek , buying me drinks. We make out, she asks for relationship. 2 weeks everything is nice, every night she sends me <3 before sleep. I respond from time to time.
week 4 her IL goes down, no more texts, I get sick, doesnt give a phuck about me, last time she had high IL was 1 month anniversery ( first time i bought something for someone, chocolate for being nice to me, she asked me the reason and i told her).
Now I'm getting cold showering horay.
I'm getting sick of all girls I meet cheating, *****ing out.
"bad history" you say?
My father tried to kill me with a knife, I was raised as a lonewolf, there was no single person to help me cope with the trauma, suicidal thoughts, agressions, fears. All by myself and playing guitar to calm myself. Psychologist asked me how come I didn't end up like other cases who would come with a gun and kill people. I wouldn't see mom that much ,grandma was/is cold and whiney al lthe time.
Had no friends, was bullied all the time in school by 'mini gangs'
Yet I'm not going ape**** playing mindgames, cheating and leading on people for the sake of manipulation. What the **** is with women these days?
I seek affection from woman and security she's into me, and her showing emotions. Not a robot. I get turned off by coldness.
Yet she and all my ex's would get their vaginas turned ON by sadistic idiots who would cheat,use them, insult them, and even physically abuse them !
Maybe I'm whining now, but I don't understand what's with all these girls enjoying pain ?
And all have been crazy, showing BPD signs and cheaters.
My last girlfriend I am now with. She shown epic amount of personallity. You know, nice girl, proper culture, everything nice. Then she started opening and I learn about her.
Her father abandoned her, hates her father.
Her ex boyfriends were all 5-7 years older than her ( she's 16.)
She's bisexual
She has mood swings
Her IL goes from sky high, to ocean deep.
Her ex boyfriends would pump and dump her, one was so opsessed about her cheating that he was waiting for her to go out to school so he would slap her.
First time I met her, we made out for 3 dates, her IL was HIGH and bang she disappeared. Explaining later how she thought I'd use her.
So 3 months later I contact her out of boredom ( really i was bored) and started chatting with her.
She started opening how she is suicidal and depressive and I try to explain her I had simmilar things. (Fear of doing something you don't want to )
She thanks me for that and calls me out next day.
We go out, she hugs me, goes all over kissing on the cheek , buying me drinks. We make out, she asks for relationship. 2 weeks everything is nice, every night she sends me <3 before sleep. I respond from time to time.
week 4 her IL goes down, no more texts, I get sick, doesnt give a phuck about me, last time she had high IL was 1 month anniversery ( first time i bought something for someone, chocolate for being nice to me, she asked me the reason and i told her).
Now I'm getting cold showering horay.
I'm getting sick of all girls I meet cheating, *****ing out.
"bad history" you say?
My father tried to kill me with a knife, I was raised as a lonewolf, there was no single person to help me cope with the trauma, suicidal thoughts, agressions, fears. All by myself and playing guitar to calm myself. Psychologist asked me how come I didn't end up like other cases who would come with a gun and kill people. I wouldn't see mom that much ,grandma was/is cold and whiney al lthe time.
Had no friends, was bullied all the time in school by 'mini gangs'
Yet I'm not going ape**** playing mindgames, cheating and leading on people for the sake of manipulation. What the **** is with women these days?
I seek affection from woman and security she's into me, and her showing emotions. Not a robot. I get turned off by coldness.
Yet she and all my ex's would get their vaginas turned ON by sadistic idiots who would cheat,use them, insult them, and even physically abuse them !
Maybe I'm whining now, but I don't understand what's with all these girls enjoying pain ?
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