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Don Juan
Well here we go...thanks in advance for taking some time to help out a fellow DJ Ok My GF of 6 months just recently brokeup with me for 2 reasons. (1) being 4 months into the relationship she and my parents got together and intervened on my drug addiction and now she cant deal with me using again. (2) shes depressed over the situation and how she lost one of her jobs and the other one doesnt come close to supporting her. She feels worthless and has a lack of confidence in her life and doesnt want to drag me down. I know i know this sounds like the typical i dont wanna hurt you but i dont love you anymore or theres someone else. But make your comments after reading her love for me at the end. I then went away for a month and she visited me every weekend a few thousand miles away from home (all for a few hours of time with me). Things, even though this was a very tramatic experience were amazing with this woman. She is smart, sexy, beautiful, and truly cares about my overall wel being. We both spoke of marriage, kids, and starting a life with each other as we felt destined in being together forever. However after i got back from my "vacation" she felt she needed to be a bit distant in order for her depression, and sadness (which you all can pretty much summise where this came from) and love for me to return. This was a complete shock for me and we never expect the worse to happen but it did...she accused me of doing drugs again (which stupidly i had been doing) and couldnt deal with me in a relationship until im clean and on the right path _so to speak. We have gone a few days here and there without talking (now 20 days into the breakup) and then whallah dinner, beautiful conversation followed by liplocking tounge down her throat irresistable attraction. However she is not at all feeling sexually stimulated by anything or anyone. She agreed to have sex with me after a drug test...but this is such a blow to me ego I feel as though she thinks more now like a mother than a lover. Well tonight was the last of that ****...i made a decision to not call and act busy...thinking back to the wonderful intro and the games we both played to make each other lust for sex and some of the most special moments ive ever experience with a woman. Guys, what do i do? If she wasn't (in my mind) the one I would have laughed and walked away right after she told me she needed time. I truly appreciate the help!
-Tommy
-Tommy