^^ I mean, I've been with girls who on the outside appearance (thin, 5'5" or taller, cute, great breasts though b-cup...you know your typical Russian woman build of body - they don't eat as much as our women), but once you have sex with them and you realize that either their pvssy doesn't look all that great or it's too "loose" (either from multiple guys or from genetics we don't know). You just don't know until you blow in her. I'm like, you have everything I like except this or that, so if you give me sh!t then I'm gone cause really I'm still seeking that perfect one, even still I'm leaving the perfect one if she gives me sh!t. I've been surprised at a "bigger" woman like 5'10" and big nice jutting-outward t!ts and a very nice picturesque succinct hamburger with legs squeezed together from behind. Nice smile, face, dumb (how I like em, you know they think they're smart but are actually quite dumber than you - now I'm not talkin about dog dumb that's a turn-off but just ambitious yet keep dreamin babe cause you ain't all that genetically kinda dumb she really thinks she can hang with the supermodel lifestyle uh nu-uh, you're only so attractive because you aren't yet late 20s/early 30s yet), then an as5 that isn't all that great, not bubbly, but feeling her lower back and back and hips and arms, I feel I've met my match a woman that I can hold onto and love, I never would have thought she'd be "plump" but not "fat," but the way we make love, it just "matched" we were highly in tune or at one with one another. Of course, she'll throw it all away with her "ambitions," and I say, "who am I to stop her?" "go on with your bad self" "go down that road, I don't giva fvck..." "She don't know what she's got till it's gone." It's not my problem, but when you're young and inexperienced I used to lust after what I thought would be the perfect THIN nice-as5ed girls for me, but having experienced many shapes n' sizes, I realize that it's the combination lock of features that matches me as a person and that looks can be deceiving because she's not naked in YOUR arms and she's not affixed to you yet to know if she's right for you. It's an ergonomic kinda thing as well as a chemistry (cliched but so real) kinda clump of matter that affixes the bond stronger. I've been with so many women who are Not right for me because my outward perception of her (with clothes and without touch) deceived me. It can't all just be mental or "friends first," you must see if you fit. Even then, you grow tired of the same woman and want to explore more.