FR: W1LastDay - What powers have been bestowed on me?
Ok, so here it goes. I don't know where to start so I'll just jump into this.
I slept with someone from work.
I have been working on her for a while but never viewed it as anything serious. I just wanted to practice some things I've learnt and put some theories into application. FVCK!! What a fvcken mistake!!
Lastnight starts with, "Come on over and help me finish off the gin". And ends with a major hangover, shady memories and waking up at 5pm. All I remember is her bad B.O, horrible snoring and pure unflattering ugliness. I used to think she was a 7 but now I digress that from her and under lastnight's circumstances, realistically she is only a 4. Sh*t! This perception that I used to have of HBs has been crushed. And all for the better. I now look to see the worst in girls and reaccess my motives from there. From now I only aim high, and that is what I deserve.
I think I've gone into DJ overload with her and caught her hook, line, sinker. I'll shake her off somehow, and quite frankly, I don't care how.
Not only did I act un-DJ lastnight, I acted like a pure jerk. Neg-hitting and being ****y. If I were to pursue a relationship here it would only be a destructive one. And all in all, she lapped it all up, she loves this dominant disposition I have over her. She texted me today wishing to spend more time with me, to hangout, to go for "lunch". I made up an excuse and declined. She isn't right in the head and I am not right in my mindset. I regret lastnight. I am a b*stard. And the thing is, I'm not sorry. I might need some soul searching.
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So onto BC. I'm sure I got about 8 Hi's lastnight when I went out with HB H. I told her we could only be friends and that she'ld make a perfect wingwoman. She hated this, but my gameplan was for her to make her intent for me clear. I wanted her to say to me "I want you, you are mine."
This worked to some extent but she was willing to play along as well. She was checking other guys out but still maintaining a high level of kino with me. I kept telling her things like, "I like her a$$", or "She has a killer face", whenever a HB walked by and she would respond with something that'll point out the HBs flaws. I took the mickey out of her by telling her every 2nd guy was checking her out and she kept pinching my arm and giving me this angry cute face.
As HB H and I were at a lounge/bar, 2 HBs joined our conversation of their own accord and HB H got a little annoyed. To my amusement HB H let me talk away with these girls and build a little rapport before closing time.
After a couple of different venue changes we went home and parted our ways. That is when I called that girl from work...
Week 1's tally:
40ish EC, smiles, Hi's.
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The Nice Guy is Gone: Too bad you couldn't give us a pool hall FR, don't think I've read one yet. Update us on the the date with HBonline tho!
johnm420: Looks like you had fun at the party! You certainly was the centre of the party!! I mean what comes before part-B? PART-AAAYY!!!!!
Swoop: lol, Was HBbankteller oblivious to your lack of interest or have you mastered your DJ masking techniques.. Some HBs just ramble on and on. They must think they are master conversationalists.
Good work on the approaches at the halloween party. I'm sure your conversation skills will come sooner or later. You got the hard bit over and done with, the mental blockade of 'I can't approach'. Good stuff!
mrpinkdonttip: Good to hear from ya! Don't forget there will be a new thread next week!!
redline: Now that's what I wanna hear!
Tkay: To answer your questions, keep the EC going! Look in the mirror to see if you have an aggressive/mean stare, cause you will want to have a more open/friendly face. I used to frown a lot thinking it'll make me look cool and macho, but with a positive mindset and positive expression on my face, people have been more responsive to me. If people are getting freaked out from your ECs and smile then something is wrong with them. People are programmed to be cautious and weary of stranger danger! Therefore it hasn't got anything to do with you, it's just other people. BC is all about improving yourself and not other people. Forget about them and just keep your focus. Remember we are only into week 1, you'll have plenty more opportunities to show your DJ qualities later on. Bring on week 2!!
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Ok people!! Week 2 is calling for us to step to the plate. Pick up your conversation bats and hit a few homers. A new thread will be opened shortly and I want to see everyone there! For the people who still need a little time to complete week 1, I will still be here to keep you company til tuesday. So get yo freak ownah!!
