rrafc
New Member
I have choosen to do this because for the past 9 months I have been trying to pull my self together after a hard case of one-its/relationship that nearly destroyed me at the time. About 7 months ago I was fortunate enough to stumble into this site and began lurking. I feel with college starting back up again its prime time to start journey like this.
This is my boot camp Journal + My own set of goals.
My additional goals:
Learn teach my self something new every week:
For my sake its not necessarily whats learned. I need to get into the habit of constantly improving my self. This will not only make a good habit as a dj but a valuable skill that will later be adapt to my career.
Let Others Figure It Out:
I know part of my problem is with school but it applies elsewhere. I am always helping people. Heck I enjoy helping others, however its become to one sided. I've this years going to be different. Either one hand washes the other or you figure it out your self. I spent to much time helping others get things that's not my job. This goes further then just the classroom. I invest way to much time in others; epically since I am the one that needs the time the most.
Maintain the blog
Yes you heard it a blog. I wont be posting any links or anything along the lines of that. This is personal. For the most part my updates will be copy pasta from my blog. why? because its 2 birds with one stone. Hobby/career and a means that I will not forget to update. As part of the hobby side of it I want to add a new different functionality that ive never used or something original to it every week.
Forgive but not forget the past
I am someone who is unforgiving at times. I have a problem with revenge and letting go. As well as dwelling in the past sometimes.These are very negative and bad habits. Being able to start anew and be positive about things and focus on whats happening now will get me a lot further.
Stop over thinking:
Another problem I have is over thinking. Its most of the time coupled with the issue above but not always. I want to clarify something here: I'm not a hesitant person. I say and do whats on my mind however I have a habit of over evaluating/ calculating situations after the fact and then wasting time planing ahead. Most people would say its not wasting time however when your missing out on whats currently happening it is wasting time.
anyhoo wish me luck
r.